BlessYourHeart0203

I went to cheer camp and my roommate used my toothbrush. So my breath stank and my teeth were stained on the evaluation day.

I love making the connection that a year ago I was S/A’d. I wasn’t in the right mindset and my ex took advantage of that. I only now decided to confront myself about it. I’ve come to terms and I’m 100% ok. But let this be a reminder that just because you think you want something, doesn’t mean you actually want it. I’m not pressing charges as it was a year ago and people can change. I’ll only press charges if he does it with someone else.

“I know my love should be celebrated, but you tolerate it.” - T.S: tolerate it
          
          Here lately I’ve been trying to ignore the deterioration of my mother and I’s relationship, but I can’t anymore. I love her, and I know she loves me. But she never tries to see where I’m coming from. We ignore the reasons for our arguments, leaving open wounds instead of healed scars. I don’t feel like I can open up to her about my depressive thoughts because she doesn’t fully understand; she doesn’t have the same mental state as me, so anything I say won’t hit her the same way it does for me. I don’t know what to do. I can’t talk to her, we will argue. I can’t ignore it anymore, it’s tearing me apart from the inside out. 

That awkward moment at church when the pastor is talking about love versus lust, and brings up “corn” when you’re sitting with your boyfriend and your two friends 
          
          
          
          And next week is gonna be even worse/heavier topic of sex. I don’t know how I’m gonna survive this. Give me some tips please.

I (7th) went up against 7,8, and 9 graders and
          
          
          
          
          I GOT INTO SECOND ROUND CHOIR AUDITIONS

Tis official again
          
          I’m dating someone since Sept. 20!

My Honor Choir Audition is tomorrow! I let you know if I get in!

I have a new baby sister!!! She was born two weeks ago. Her name is Elisabeth!

Bum    Bum    Bum      Muffins!

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