@Bleu28Saphir
I feel like talking and writing on here makes me able to put into words things I can't seem to find words for in real life, or at least in my everyday life...
So it's nice to talk here again :)
@louiseprune i feel like it's what feels the closest to home somehow, and with you and everyone I met through the fandom ♡
Coucou, je suis de retour depuis quelques mois, j’ai deux fictions avec deux plots complètement diffents. Donc si tu aimes larry, les histoires d’amour compliquées, les trucs tout doux ou les lemons epicés c’est par ici ✨
If you wish to tell people when they are crossing your boundaries, you might as well respect your boundaries too <3
But isn't telling people when they are crossing your boundaries a way to respect your own boundaries ?
you know what, it kinda feels like i'm no longer a child...
and i'm not sure to appreciate it. really.
like i'm not enjoying things as much as i used to, without as much passion as i used to
i hope i can still go back to these feelings
But I'm not sure it makes sense because even sadness feels less sad. At least for me. It's just emptiness
I feel like that's an important part in growing up maybe, because we kinda loose the spark of innocence we had as a child.. like when we were little, we could feel bad or sad or anything but the feeling used to go away quickly and now there's this weight that we accumulated little by little and it it's always there even in happy times, stopping us from feeling entirely happy and peaceful
@Bleu28Saphir when I said earlier that I had seen your post on wattpad, I hadn't actually seen this one. Is this really what no longer being a child feels like ? I don't like this idea, this... irrevocability. I kinda feels as if there was no going back, but maybe it's true ?
the world ain't doing alright
i'm not sure of what's to come (or i'd like not to see it idk), but it ain't looking all nice and peaceful...
Happy birthday to the kindest and loveliest person in the world ('the handsome, the narcissistic, the talented, and one of my personal favorite : ☆Mr Harry Styles☆)
Honestly, I don't even know how I feel about it... he's just such an incredible person (in the purest way possible) and has helped me so many times with one direction in general,
I truly feel super lucky.
And I can still remember, every time I would go back in car to my home (well, one of my homes) and I would feel bad, screaming their songs is always what is making me feel less alone !
Being part of this fandom and the family he created and still creates and making me feel like I truly belong somewhere. I'm forever grateful for it.
Anyway, happy birthday to harry <3
And i hope everyone here is doing well ? :)
love on tour love on tour love on tour
I miss it so so much,
But I'm just so happy I was part of it <3
It still feels surreal,
It was and will forever be like a living dream to me ❤
And also it has nothing to do with it,
But I think I made the right choice in terms of studies, I like what I do...
And also, I can't wait for Christmas :)
@louiseprune Ouii J'adore ce genre de coïncidences ! (*Smiley qui rigole et sourit en même temps même si je suis pas sûre qu'il existe haha*) Yes <3 id like so much to relive the moment ! <33
@ Bleu28Saphir i miss harry...
And that night was such an extraordinay moment yes <3
Oh im really happy for you love, it's soo nice to like what you do, it changes a lot of things actually ! Love to hear news like that :)
Taking care of yourself actually asks for a lot of courage <3
@louiseprune I think I was okay but it was just hard for me to do everything (like working, talking care of myself and all) at the same time...? Ans maybe also cause even tho I could, I needed to "push" myself to do it maybe ?
Absolutely not ready for this last show of Love On Tour...
Gonna miss it very very very very much <3
No more matilda, fine line or we'll be alright :)
(At least before quite a long time I guess)
Last little dances and speeches as well... :))
@louiseprune Really ! It's like you can feel all the émotions we have felt Watching the LOT and more in only one song !
@Bleu28Saphir yeah i've heard it, it was so beautiful ! I think he said he wrote it for us right ? And there's something about harry playing piano i don't really know what but i could watch him for hours <3
@louiseprune Yes it was the most beautiful speech ever, and I don't know if you've heard the song he wrote just for his last show ? It's one of the most beautiful piano written song ever (as well) :')
La lune brille tellement qu'on ne voit même pas les étoiles,
J'ai réussi à en voir quelques unes à travers les nuages et je me sens presque chanceuse !
En plus j'écoute look after you et juste après je vais aller me réfugier dans l'univers de Astre :)
