BlobDrawz

I have a fanfic idea (yeah, still hyperfixated on BSD)... 
          And idk if I should commit to it. I don't have it fully figured out, but I was thinking a sort of soulmate/ghost au??? Probably mainly Sigskk and Fyolai focused (not necessarily like a ship, but the characters) 
          
          Basically, your dreams are events from your soulmate's past (idk if someone has done this before, if yes, pls let me know, but I just came up with it and thought it might be fun)
          
          Or: Academical au where Sigma is forced to both keep their grades up and solve mysterious murder of four ghosts who they ran into by an accident (or fate). 
          It'll probably be VERY hurt/comfort, bc that's what I love to write, but more as in "Fluffy until I hit you in the face with soul-crushing trauma" kind of way.
          
          So yeah, lmk if I should write this as a side project before I publish my main one I'm keeping in my drafts before I polish it to my liking and release it at once.

I have two things to say:
          
          1. WTF IS GOING ON IN BSD MANGA?! Like- Fyodor's ability (I'm working on a fic where the one we thought he had plays a role and I'm NOT rewriting it) and MY POOR BABIES, LET THEM LIVE, ASAGIRI!!!
          I'm so f-ing scared that Poe's gay ahh "If Ranpo were to die, what would I do without myself?" thing is a foreshadowing that Ranpo will actually die and Poe will a) go on a rampage or b) will take inspo from Dazai's book
          
          2. I'm probs gonna write a road trip fic to cope, except it's not really a road trip, but Chuuya, Dazai, Nikolai and Sigma on the run from the government on their way from Meursault (in Europe) to Japan
          Should I or should I not do it? 
          It'll probably be a silly goofy crack oneshot with some soul crushing angst, but I already have two scenes planned so...

Believe it or not, pookies, I'm still alive, but that's not the major problem. 
          
          The problem is that I was writing another BSD fic (as I do) and Poe was supposed to be on the scene; even better, a SERIOUS SCENE!! But my bean-sized brain gently reminded me: 
          "Hey, do you think there is an episode of South Park with Edgar Allan Poe? You know, since there is nothing South Park hasn't covered yet." 
          (I once heard the audio of someone trying to summon Poe and the voice sounded like someone from South Park - it was in BSD TikTok)
          And I was like:
          "Damn, there probably is. I have to go check."
          Turns out the episode REALLY FU€KING EXISTS!! And so naturally I watched it (it's season 17 episode 4 btw)... 
          
          Bro was the original goth kid who hated everything and everyone and now I can't picture him otherwise, help 
          (I don't know if I can't finish writing the scene without him flipping someone off and calling them a poser)
          

bros... it happened. PROCRASTINATION~!! so the next chapter will probably come out on NEXT Monday, bc the story is kinda getting to the finale (about 2 or 3 more chapters to go) and I'm debating with myself whether I should make it a happy or sad ending + how to build up to it. so... I don't have a word written for the chapter that is supposed to come out (️‍) tomorrow. 
          
          lol, pls help me. would you prefer sad or happy ending? (idk, it'll probably be happy one, but idk if it even CAN with what I currently have in mind. as in who the f would be willing to continue or start a full on relationship after so much trauma? I know I wouldn't!! but I'm questioning as aroace, so...)
          
          anyway, bitches and bros and nonbinary hoes (dear readers✨), I'm sorry!! Probably nobody cares/reads this anyway... 

Bro!! It's a year since I've posted the first chapter of 'What happened to us?', like- wth?! 
          I know everyone says it, but I genuinely didn't expect it to be so popular!! 3.48K reads and over 150 votes?? Thank you so much!! 
          
          I feel really bad for abandoning that story now... Tbh I forgot where I was going with it, even if the plot wasn't too bad for a 14yo doing entrance exams to highschool to write. 
          
          Maybe I will rewrite it with more depth and clear development after finishing my ongoing work and publish it for comparison as complete novel at once? Idk, I'll probably do it. But let me know what you think.
          
          And thank you again!!

The curse of attending school has fallen upon me as well, my dear comrades o7
          So... I won't be able to post chapters every Monday, but let's say every other? I don't know, maybe I will, maybe I won't. Anyway, education comes first, so please bear with me.
          
          Anyway, I'll be missing todays post, because otherwise the chapter would be rushed and messy, and I want them to be decent at least, so it'll probably come out (not as gay, but) next Monday.
          
          Also, I'm currently editing the Tell-tale heart inspired one-shot and it'll probably be published too soon.

Okay soo... I've read Tell-tale heart (short story by Edgar Allan Poe - I recommend reading it in midnight, it really slaps) yesterday and had a dream with Ranpoe interpretation of it?? Sort of??
          
          Nwm, should I post a one-shot of it? 
          (I'll probably do so either way, but feedback is always valid)

Thank you for voting my story <3

chuuya

New story? Yep...
          
          First official part will be posted on Dazai's birthday  (Monday). Idk if I keep it up or not and if I'll ever finish it, how frequent will the updates be etc. but I hope it lasts, because I have A LOT planned for this one (like I had with my first story and you see how that one ended )
          
          Anyway, stay tuned and see