BlooDKxnG

Happy thanksgiving to the Americans

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Been sick to the point I was coughing up blood, so that’s something. 
          
          Therapy is going well and I had a bit of a breakthrough.

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@MotherofLamias 
            
            Yeah, had a breakthrough and a breakdown two days ago so that’s something
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MotherofLamias

@BlooDKxnG oof, that's pretty rough friendo
            
            Glad therapy is going well at least ^^
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BlooDKxnG

Working on myself and improving begins today. 
          
          Turning 25 has put something into perspective. 
          
          I have been depressed since before I left highschool.. nothing has changed and that needs to otherwise I won’t be able to keep myself alive for various reasons. 
          
          I’m going to go to therapy and getting better will be an incredibly hard journey as there’s many things I have to come to terms with. 
          
          On the fifteenth I made a breakthrough in my own journey by being able to properly identify why I’ve felt so miserable and it’s due to feeling like I’m stuck in the backseat of my own life. 
          
          Just that alone felt like a weight was lifted but I’m taking the first real step by going to therapy later today.

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@MotherofLamias 
            
            Oof, it might seem underwhelming when you finally get around to it as it didn’t really end up as dark as I wanted it to be. 
            
            Don’t promise me things friendo, you’ll just feel bad if you can’t follow through
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MotherofLamias

@BlooDKxnG I don't think I've even read part 1 yet, every time I try to click on the notification someone updated its a gamble of it either kicking me out of the app or actually going to the updated chapter
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BlooDKxnG

@MotherofLamias 
            
            I’m guessing you ended up reading part 2?
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BlooDKxnG

What’s your favourite flower?
          
          Mine’s either cherry blossoms or any kind of lotus. 
          
          Been thinking about getting a few cherry blossoms tattooed on my left forearm, not sure yet since that’s a pretty permanent decision unless laser tattoo removal.

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@LunarFoxMaiden 
            
            I mostly like cherry blossoms because how vibrant and breathtaking they can be when they fall from the trees and they smell good
            
            The tattoo should also have a lot of meaning to you personally at least unless you end up getting addicted to them
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