Hi guys! Today is a good day for me because today I'm 3 months clean from self harm! I'm extremely proud that I could make it this far, and I'm finally done regretting the past. Now I'm just going to be myself and they can all go to hell. I'm determined to get better now and one day I will be. I'm deleting my story about self harm because it may be more triggering than anything else. I have decided I'm going to pursue my dream of being a professional musician who inspires people like all of my favorite bands do. From now on, I'm going to be myself and stop pretending I'm not. I don't care that I'm not perfect anymore, I'm just going to keep trying to live until it doesn't take effort anymore.