Following a series of psychic experiences in his early twenties, Blood Ritual Monarch became obsessed with the dark side of the occult & paranormal. Very soon thereafter, he found himself constructing an elaborate evocation mirror per the ancient conjuring book The Lesser Key of Solomon or Goetia. These demon conjuring experiments resulted in poltergeist intrusions and what was most likely demoniac possession.
 
Then at the tail-end of almost a decade of traumatic blackout experiences, BRM began finding messages written to himself during these amnesic episodes. Among the words he consistently found in the notes was 'Montauk' which led him to study the (alleged) infamous mind control program known as The Montauk Project. He discovered that his behaviors and mind patterns could be the result of mind control programming and satanic ritual abuse. Soon thereafter, he embarked on a journey of self discovery which culminated in a long overdue visit to the haunted Montauk / Camp Hero Air Force base in September of 2011.
 
A chance meeting on a conspiracy / mind control website connected BRM with a woman over 9,000 miles away. Five months later he found himself on a plane to meet this woman and start a new life. However, he was still haunted by blackouts and self-destructive behavior. Health problems ultimately necessitated a stop to his excessive drinking and left BRM no outlet to assuage the overwhelming psychic chaos within him. He began blogging as a therapeutic attempt to understand his life and examine the circumstances around his bizarre thoughts and behavior. The blog manifested into a full-fledged autobiography.