I mean why should I love... If all its every done is make me bloody... 

What would happen when someone kissed me... 

Well I would never know

Because love has never come easily for me 'nor will it ever... 

I am violet maybe thats why... maybe if I changed if I was girly if all I did was care for my looks

Would that make me pretty? Would that make me cute? 

WOULD SOCIETY FINALLY RELIZE THAT I AM NOT A DOLL TO BE PLAYED WITH??

But yet here I am a suicidal girl living in a broken world. A broken family has torn my heart apart and bullying has torn apart my skin. 

I have a smile on this pathetically weak face. Maybe I am societies play doll and I always will be... Because that is all I am useful for I to be a play toy for others... 

Want To Play??? Or Are You Already A Play Doll???