BloomingMarvellous

Hello followers.  With the current crisis and the re-emergence of my own medical problems, I've been toying with the idea of deleting my account for some time now.  I've never really felt truly happy with my works, as to me, they don't really feel that thought out, are not coherent and lack... something.  I also need to focus on getting better.  I always knew it would be difficult writing about pollution and even more difficult writing about myself, but I think I've finally hit my peak.  With that said, deleting my account would close off so many avenues of reading pleasure.  For now, I'll keep my account open - but please don't expect me to be fully active in posting new works, or reading others.
          	
          	Take care!

sneaky416

Stay strong, mate.  I know you must be feeling the strain with your workload at the moment, but you should be proud of what you've done.  You achieved a lot while you were at University with us; we all know how difficult it was at times.  Stay strong and safe, be sure to visit for a drink soon. 
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TheDayDreamingAuthor

@BloomingMarvellous
          	  
          	  You're very welcome and if you ever need to talk or ask, I'll be here to help in any way :)
          	  Thank you and again, Good luck! 
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BloomingMarvellous

@TheDayDreamingAuthor 
          	  
          	  Thanks again.
          	  
          	  I'll certainly take my time and collect myself.  Thanks for the tip!  I've been trying to write about what I'm seeing, due to COVID, but some of it has been a bit too much.  I'm hoping to use some of those experiences going forward, but for now it's on hold.  That said, I have written some already. 
          	  
          	  You're a good person too.  Stay strong!
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BloomingMarvellous

Hello followers.  With the current crisis and the re-emergence of my own medical problems, I've been toying with the idea of deleting my account for some time now.  I've never really felt truly happy with my works, as to me, they don't really feel that thought out, are not coherent and lack... something.  I also need to focus on getting better.  I always knew it would be difficult writing about pollution and even more difficult writing about myself, but I think I've finally hit my peak.  With that said, deleting my account would close off so many avenues of reading pleasure.  For now, I'll keep my account open - but please don't expect me to be fully active in posting new works, or reading others.
          
          Take care!

sneaky416

Stay strong, mate.  I know you must be feeling the strain with your workload at the moment, but you should be proud of what you've done.  You achieved a lot while you were at University with us; we all know how difficult it was at times.  Stay strong and safe, be sure to visit for a drink soon. 
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TheDayDreamingAuthor

@BloomingMarvellous
            
            You're very welcome and if you ever need to talk or ask, I'll be here to help in any way :)
            Thank you and again, Good luck! 
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BloomingMarvellous

@TheDayDreamingAuthor 
            
            Thanks again.
            
            I'll certainly take my time and collect myself.  Thanks for the tip!  I've been trying to write about what I'm seeing, due to COVID, but some of it has been a bit too much.  I'm hoping to use some of those experiences going forward, but for now it's on hold.  That said, I have written some already. 
            
            You're a good person too.  Stay strong!
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BloomingMarvellous

Hello! 
          
          I have finally added some poems to Nightfall.
          
          My aim with this book is to begin a new chapter when I enter a new period of my life.  Each will deal with issues which haunt my mind at that specific time.  I have returned from university with a mixed bag of results.  Academically, I have overperformed.   Mentally I am broken, damaged and afraid.  I'm not quite sure what to do, least of all where to turn.
          
          The things I describe are all true.  Yes, I really did hear a young lady being attacked outside my accommodation.  Her screams still haunt me.  Two people died outside my front door.  Two others were stabbed.  I attended the funeral of a journalist shot in the head while doing her job.  I have been told to kill myself, spat at, and ordered home for simply being the nationality I am.  "God help you. Because you certainly need it" is an insult which lives on in my mind.  I have seen both sides spewing their hatred and flying their terrorist flags.  
          
          Why did I chose to go here I hear you ask?  Because of the opportunities I gained.  I completed an internship, learned two new languages, built my network and gained a master's degree.  But being alone, being hated, feeling alien in my own county and the sleepless nights brought on through fear have broken me. 
          
          I thank the community here for your support.  There have been some lovely comments and DM's from some of you and I have read some lovely stories and fantastic poetry.  I haven't had time to read and favourite it all, but I will try and do so soon.
          
          Thank you all.  Please remember to read Nightfall with some caution, as it does talk about some heavy topics. 
          
          Stay strong everyone!  I know @TheDayDreamingAuthor is living through some earthquakes right now, please stay safe!

BloomingMarvellous

@TheDayDreamingAuthor Stay strong too, and thank you :)
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TheDayDreamingAuthor

@BloomingMarvellous
            
            That's the spirit!!!
            
            And I agree, scars live on, I've been bullied from grade 1 to grade 5 and I still have moments where memories attack me, but I'm getting through it :)
            
            Stay Strong my friend!
            
            And you're welcome ❤️
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TheDayDreamingAuthor

Hello!
          
          Thank you for giving my poetry a chance! And I will return the favour by reading your own, I'm excited to see you poetry writing skills!
          
          Nice meeting you!

BloomingMarvellous

Thank you, I always enjoy reading through stories and poems, so I look forward to reading though yours some more over the coming days. :)
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IAmBraveNotPerfect

How do you pick such beautiful flowers? I returned home today & my bedroom smells like  summer, dreams & love. The message with them made me cry. You are truly amazing, do you know that? A wonderful plastic collecting, wildlife saving, poem jotting, song singing man & I love you so very much ❤ 

BloomingMarvellous

You're more than welcome, my love.  You and I both love flowers  and I'm happy that you like them.  You are an amazing woman, badg, your poems make me cry inside but you are so talented and I'm so proud that you have found the confidence to share them. I love you very much too! x
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