BlottedWings

New Year, New Me♡ Got goals I want to achieve. I want to make them happen. Going to do my best! Thank you to my followers who are still rooting for me♡

I hope everyone had an amazing Halloween!♡
          And a Happy Diwali to all my Indian friends and readers!♡ How is everyone doing as of late ☺?

So I've been on an antibiotic for 21 days and I feel a whole lot better. Thank goodness! I was sick from an allergy thing turning bacterial, so, that was fun... Stupid pollen. 
          My writing lacked because of it and I was pretty angry. And I got angrier when I'm watching the writers of Marvel literally press the delete button on everything that makes Loki great from this past episode of What If. It was sloppy, they tried to smash everything with the Avengers coming together in one damn episode and it was... the cringiest thing I've ever seen... ever. 
          The writers are on a merry-go-round, and they're just letting Deadpool hit whichever one he wants with a dart, and they're like "Okay, so, that writer should gooo, where? To which show?" It's absolute madness. It either works, or it doesn't. Or: there are things I liked about it, and I want to rewrite the entire show for them. Like, Loki, for instance! How did I get on this topic? Idk... But anyways, I'm not dead, I'm just in pain atm from something else going on with my body, it'll pass. Hope you guys are doing good, and I'll keep you updated♡

I finished Sylvie's Song-Story playlist!
          https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7oH6XwTAypROB94xyXz9E9?si=72c1573b5b724ba7
          Did it episode by episode and it turned out great! 
          (No, I don't support Loki x Sylvie. So any seemingly "romantic" songs in there are either satirical, are a joke, or have a different meaning if you listen to the song lyrics. There was one song that was played at the credits after a Sylvie and Loki moment I thought was purely platonic and so I added it even though it sounds romantic in nature. You could easily take the part where it says "darling I~ don't care", for her not really caring after she says "really love me". I also like the old fashioned sound to it. Meh. So sue me.)
          52 songs in total, 2hrs and 44min long. That's a lot of time to listen so I hope those of you who do listen to it like it~!

Okay, so, a Loki fanfic story of mine is finally in the works and it's actually fairly original in it's idea. Thus far, I haven't quite seen anything like it on Wattpad, or heard any characters like these on AO3 either. It really encourages me and I feel really confident about it and I've been practicing art and anatomy for it as well for fanart for other things Loki related.
          I may reach out to some of my followers and maybe some of the people I follow for advice on book cover stuff, so, heads-up for that, because I have no clue what I'm doing, haha! 
          
          Thank you for listening as always guys, some smoke flares may be up your way soon♡

LOKI EP.4 SPOILER WARNING!:
          
          I really hope Marvel doesn't freaking ship Loki and Sylvie together. I would be so pissed. They're paralell universal images of each other!!! They're closer to siblings or clones of a different personality than they are a compatible match for a couple. Just because they're on a different universal timeline doesn't mean they're compatible!!!
          I can't even at this point. I hope she becomes more of a friend that understands Loki on a level no one else can, like Mobius does. Not everyone needs a lover, but someone to love them and be loved in return on a platonic level. Loki had that from Frigga on a Mom level, he never had a sister, it'd be nice if he saw Sylvie as a sister♡

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7oH6XwTAypROB94xyXz9E9?si=c722fad0ce984077
          
          A Variant's Élan Vital Playlist has been updated! I included LOKI's Ep.3's Beginning and Ending song! Yep! Those exact songs are in there! Enjoy guys!

Oh damn I should've put an update here. But oh Hela have I just taken a vacation to try and rest and recuperate and heal both mentally and physically. 
          
          But hey! The Loki series is here right? That's great, huh?! And dang guys! I've got 10 followers now! Welcome welcome new people! Thank you THANK YOU for believing in me and thank you so much for the follow! I came back to TWENTY-NINE Notifications, goodness :0! So many oAo ! 
          
          So, I've built a "Lady Loki" or "Superior Loki Variant" Playlist on Spotify, however you want to call it, because we're not completely sure of this Loki's origin's and whatnot on the grand scale and it'll be really interesting. So I gave the playlist on Spotify a nice name that means "A Variant's Soul Essence" from what I looked up "Elan Vital" means in I think Latin from what I remember, idk. It was a dictionary word that sounded cool, and the dictionary said something like "if Soul and Essence were in one word" *shrug*. If the internet or I are wrong, feel free to correct me. It could just mean "Soul" *makes idk noises*
          
          https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7oH6XwTAypROB94xyXz9E9?si=848b47b3bb0d4e91
          
          Here's the link guys~ much love♡ I missed you all♡♡♡
          Feel free to PM me and tell me what you've liked about the Loki series so far♡!

I just got threatened with jail time by my family over something so fucking petty between me and my sister that we talked out and resolved together as a family, it was ridiculous... But sure, they can throw things at me, my Mom can slap me across the face, and other parts of my family can be physically threatening toward me and get away with it. Meanwhile, I sarcastically say "sometimes, I really wanna slap you across the face" to my sister, when I'm literally the least violent and nonconfrontational person ever, that was the entire thing of what I was saying. There are times she can be annoying, but I love her. They seemed to fucking miss that piece. So did my sister at that moment and we resolved it. But y'know, they weren't fully there for what happened, my brother only heard a part of what happened...
          
          And people wonder why I'm suicidal...

Incoming Sarcasm:
          I just ducking LOVE when someone like myself has an invisible-to-the-naked-eye, debilitating, disbility that no one can possibly understand unless they decide to have a compassionate soul or actually have the thing... And certain friends and family (whom shall not be named) demean the shit out of them when they are feeling like crap. Don't you just LOVE THAT? *jaw tightens so hard it almost cracks* Stress and auto-immune headaches/migraines are a bonus fun things to experience :D! ... >:/ 
          
          "You should have the energy to do this though!"
          "I just don't understand how this could make you sore? That's stupid." 
          "I don't know why I even bother anymore."
          
          :) Someone super nice today asked me if I was married or had a boyfriend. Told me I was pretty and looked younger than I was. I wanted to cry and die of shame. She didn't mean any harm, but I still felt like shit after, fml. (The pretty part was before the married part so uh, that was out of context... but now that I think about it either way, it still makes me feel like crap...)
          
          Atleast...GODLOVESME. AND LOKI TOO. And Tom says he loves his Fans... 
          
          I don't know why I'm here lets face it, I needed an outlet to see if anyone out there would give hugs on Wattpad...
          
          -kbyebebacklatermuchlovebesafeoutthere