Blu Waters

"If I loved you then,
          and love you more
          now, why would I 
          ever stop loving the
          one who's always 
          been there?
          I Love You too much
          to let you go now.
          And don't you ever 
          forget that<3"
          ILoveYou ~and yes, i spelled it without any spaces; because there's no room for anyone else.
          >Shalynn

Someone I hold closest to my heart has just graduated high school!!!
          You go Love! I'm so proud of my Bubby <3

that moment when you realize how good at lying you are to the therapist...
          what an achievement.... (,-_-)

Mommy!!!!!

Friends- "Blu, love me!<3 :)"
          Me- "But i'm broke... i can't afford to...</3 e-e"
          Friend- "Lol, Blu, you're so funny"
          Me- "Heh heh... i try -_-' </3"

The loneliest people are the kindest.
          The saddest people smile the brightest.
          The most damaged people are the wisest.
          All because they wish to not see anyone else suffer the way they do.

i think the saddest people are always the ones who try to make everyone else happy because they know what it's like to fell absolutely worthless, unwanted, and unloved.

that moment when your best friend turns out to be your soul mate...
          it is the most amazing thing i have ever felt... (someone's gonna get married sooner than she thinks<3)

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          @ bubbys girl

i cant cry...i want to so bad, but i just cant. not even if i were alone. i feel like i just need to be in his arms and cry while he holds me close and tells me everything's gonna be okay. that's the only time i actually feel safe and like nothing can ever hurt me. i have "cried" myself to sleep almost every night for the past 2 months now. i haven't seen him in almost 3. i'm starting to feel empty, scared, hurt, and just straight up terrible. i don't wanna relapse again...i promised i wouldn't, but i'm starting to give in, but i'm determined...i'm not breaking my promise to him...he means to much to me...i'm not loosing him!   h-he actually...said...i'm the only person he can see himself with...in the future... like married to...living five-ever with. i cried when he told me that...and that was the last time i actually really cried. i want him with me, right here next to me, holding me close, and giving me reassurance and forehead kisses, loving me, and cuddling me...that's all i really want from him right now. i'm addicted to him in the most innocent way...