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In all honesty I have never felt love for a girl or guy because I always avoided shit like that. Like when I get a crush I freak and try to stop liking them even though there is a possibility they can like me but I'm real big on relationship and things like that so when I want to be in a relationship I want it to be the right person and I want to make sure I pick somebody's that's good enough. But back to the point I can't say nothing but this is what I can say, it will be hard but you need to cut them or specifically that guy out of your life. They are not your priority and they ain't shit,and fuck that backstabbing friend of yours. They are not worth your energy nor time. What you need to do is cut them off because all they or specifically him bring you pain. I don't want you to get your heart broken by some damn asswhole who probably doesn't give two fucks about you. I want you to focus on yourself and maybe even find some one who can give you love or treat you how you should be treated which is a queen. I want you to accept the fact that the douchebag of a person ain't worth it and so is that friend. Show them you don't give a fuck, show them you need her and that you are fine by yourself .But do understand it will take some time to get like that but if you focus and and start to be more aware and more confident on fact that he's not work it then you will be okay. I don't want to see more broken people in this world. So I'm giving the best advice I can give to you and that is to leg it go. Try to do that for me and yourself. Your only gonna hurt yourself more. If you keep this up. If you ever need some help, I wouldn't mind guiding you. Im always happy to help a person out no matter what because That's just person I am. I hope you take what I say in consideration.