BlueBile

Yuuuhhhhh, new fic :) I'm actually very much alive you guys, i just don't check Wattpad often lmaoo. my writing skills have very much IMPROVED, so no more badly written, half-assed fics that aren't even coherent

BlueBile

Yuuuhhhhh, new fic :) I'm actually very much alive you guys, i just don't check Wattpad often lmaoo. my writing skills have very much IMPROVED, so no more badly written, half-assed fics that aren't even coherent

BlueBile

does anyone else get the weird realization that like- you're alive? its like, wow! i can breath! i can see the sky! i can hear the birds! oh look! i can taste this food!!!and you know that its the simple things that you'll miss the most when you're gone, these things that we do every day can just leave us so fast and even though they wont matter now they'll matter someday and you've gotta take advantage of what you have now or you'll lose it.  do all the things you love! do all the things you hate! hell, do nothing if you want!!! but you should at least admire the things you can do rather than focus on things you cant because when you think nothing matters anymore you can remeber just how sweet it is to do these simple things. a conversation with a stranger, a cup of coffee in the morning, watching youtube at 3 am, reading a good book, crying with your friend. these are simple things that connect us, that are so important to our life. these small acts are what we are going to miss when we're gone and- i swear this had a point im getting side tracked ANYWAYS ISN'T SO COOL THAT WE'RE ALIVE?

BlueBile

GUYS IT SO COOL I HAVE A BF GUYS
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BlueBile

might be cool now idk
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BlueBile

nevermind- no it is NOT
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BlueBile

writing is not as fun as it sounds. writing is accidentally forgetting to delete your browser history and having a ten hour lecture from your friend about why you shouldn't be searching up names of drugs and recent murders