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SISTER???

My brother is an asshole and I want to smother him in his sleep. He plays music so loud at night, and then when we turn it off after he goes asleep, he gets up and turns it on again so I HAVE BEEN UP SINCE 3 30 AM AND NEEDS SLEEP.

I'm heading to NYC with a sprained ACL in a few hours. I hate my life, but I don't want to cancel the trip.

On my way to ER to get the X-ray 

In the car after a surprise concert. My mum got sick and couldn't go, so I did. It was amazing, but my leg hurt too much to continue l.

I just tried out a stethoscope, as I'm going into nursing but have hearing aids so I have to get one that is like $500 or $600 instead of the $100-$150 ones. I HATED IT. It hurt my ears as this one requires you to have it in WITH HEARING AIDS. Like why is it made like that and then it got disconnected from the app and wouldn't connect again so I had to delete my account and then make another one with a DIFFERENT EMAIL. So I had to use one of my other ones to make said other account. I have 2 others that I am trialing and they look much better. But the biggest fuck you during this is that I SAID I DIDN'T THINK IT WOULD WORK BEFORE I GOT IT BECAUSE IT MAKES YOU PUT IN THE EAR THINGYS WHILE USING IT LIKE WHY MAKE ONE THAT CONNECTS TO AN APP FOR THOSE WHO ARE DEAF AND HARD OF HEARING PUT IT IN THEIR EARS. It not only hurts without the hearing aids, but it PUSHES THEM IN AND MAKES IT VERY UNCOMFORTABLE. So yea I hated it and want to break it but as we are being loaned it I can't plus it goes for like $450 or something off of amazon but we have to get them from the actual site, so it would be closer to like $500 or $525. I hate my life right now, plus I still have yet to go get the X-rays, as my dad needs to take me and we ended up not having time today. My parents have this thing tomorrow night, so Saturday is when I am meant to go. I am now just praying that nothing is damaged internally.   

Ending up getting the X-rays tomorrow as I didn't have the time nor energy to do it today. Plus, I have been super, and I mean super tired due to the way I have to sleep with the swelling

I'M ALIVE!!!!! I do have a sprained ACL. At least, that is what the doctor said, but she wants to double check with an X-ray that I have to get tomorrow as they didn't have the machine today. The X-ray is to make sure there is no internal damage and also about the different tendons in my knee to make sure nothing is damaged there too.

Hurt myself in a stupid way have to go to the ER tomorrow and I need to find a way to sleep.

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