BlueFoodMakesMeHappy

This is very important, so please read on.
          	
          	Hey guys. 
          	
          	It's been a long, long while since I last updated any of my stories. I just can't. I really want to but I physically can't. 
          	
          	Last year, the school I went to was horrible and I learned nothing, spending each class watching movies that the teachers would put on. This year is the complete opposite. It has given me whiplash. Every class is filled to the brim with information and I get hours of homework for each class. On average I get five hours of sleep each week.
          	
          	I'm so stressed that my memory is all over the place. I'll be walking to my next class and my mind blanks, then freaks out because I just found out that I'm walking, unaware of it, to my next class. But I have no clue what class I have next and I can't remember it for the life of me. With all of this going on, me sitting down to write this is probably the first time I have had a little bit of time to explain and digest all of this. 
          	
          	It's twenty minutes til midnight were I am right now, and I still have at least two more hours of homework. I still have to get up at five every morning, so I'm running on empty, but for the past several weeks. I promise I'm not leaving for good but I don't want to leave you guys without explanation.
          	
          	I'm going on break from Wattpad. I'm so busy, I've been neglecting my own needs at this point. I'll put my stories on hold /for now/. I will come back, I just don't know when. I'm sorry but for my sake, I have to.  Sorry for the long message, but I needed to explain myself. 
          	
          	Please take care of yourselves. You are important and loved. Keep on living to the best of your abilities. 
          	
          	Hope to see you guys soon.
          	
          	~BFMMH

Kew2yzzil

@BlueFoodMakesMeHappy  I wish you good luck with getting over all of this school hardship. School can be a pain. I wish you all of the magical fairy dust to keep life happy ^-^
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nene0o0

Don’t worry about it  I hope your school stops making you so stressed 
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Kew2yzzil

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BlueFoodMakesMeHappy

This is very important, so please read on.
          
          Hey guys. 
          
          It's been a long, long while since I last updated any of my stories. I just can't. I really want to but I physically can't. 
          
          Last year, the school I went to was horrible and I learned nothing, spending each class watching movies that the teachers would put on. This year is the complete opposite. It has given me whiplash. Every class is filled to the brim with information and I get hours of homework for each class. On average I get five hours of sleep each week.
          
          I'm so stressed that my memory is all over the place. I'll be walking to my next class and my mind blanks, then freaks out because I just found out that I'm walking, unaware of it, to my next class. But I have no clue what class I have next and I can't remember it for the life of me. With all of this going on, me sitting down to write this is probably the first time I have had a little bit of time to explain and digest all of this. 
          
          It's twenty minutes til midnight were I am right now, and I still have at least two more hours of homework. I still have to get up at five every morning, so I'm running on empty, but for the past several weeks. I promise I'm not leaving for good but I don't want to leave you guys without explanation.
          
          I'm going on break from Wattpad. I'm so busy, I've been neglecting my own needs at this point. I'll put my stories on hold /for now/. I will come back, I just don't know when. I'm sorry but for my sake, I have to.  Sorry for the long message, but I needed to explain myself. 
          
          Please take care of yourselves. You are important and loved. Keep on living to the best of your abilities. 
          
          Hope to see you guys soon.
          
          ~BFMMH

Kew2yzzil

@BlueFoodMakesMeHappy  I wish you good luck with getting over all of this school hardship. School can be a pain. I wish you all of the magical fairy dust to keep life happy ^-^
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nene0o0

Don’t worry about it  I hope your school stops making you so stressed 
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BlueFoodMakesMeHappy

Okay, has anyone else have this happen? Probably not, but still. 
          
          So in school right now, I am taking a ballroom class and we've been doing different dances such as the Bronze American Waltz, East Coast Swing, Bronze American Foxtrot, Cha Cha, Bronze American Tango, etc. In class, we rotate partners so we can be able to do these dances with different kind of dancers. (My school does A days and B days, so I have this class on Tuesdays and Thursdays. It's not even like I see them every day.)
          
          EVERY SINGLE CLASS, WITHOUT A DOUBT, someone mentions how soft my hands are......
          
          Like....how do I even respond to that? 
          
          "Oh, yeah! Thanks! I get that a lot.".........????????????
          
          It's a different person who says it every time too! Both he guys and girls in my class. At this point I'm severely confused. Are my hands really even that soft? I didn't really think so.
          
          Has anyone else ever had something similar happen to them? I'm genuinely curious now.

BlueFoodMakesMeHappy

You know how when you are in a hotel and the smoke alarm desires that all of the humans in the room shall feel pain? The smoke alarms went off, blasting everyone’s eardrums. It turned on randomly. No problem at all. We were just their next victims. Oh did I mention at 1:25am? This was like ten minutes ago. We keep thinking that we smell something only to be like, “Nope. It’s not over here.”. So we look like idiots, sniffing around our room. We sniffed the TV. I need some serious help.
          
          
          I guess I can start dating now.

BlueFoodMakesMeHappy

@imalwaysconfuzzled  Yeah. I had finally gotten to sleep around midnight (because we had lost track of time and were watching movies until then.) when the stupid smoke alarms went off. I guess I’m just destined to never sleep. I woke up at 3am yesterday morning and at 2:15ish the day before that. Sleep hates me.
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imalwaysconfuzzled

damn, stupid smoke alarms... if it makes u feel better it’s 4:03am here :D
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BlueFoodMakesMeHappy

Jk. Not going to date for a long while. But seriously, this has been a seriously messed up morning and now I can’t fall asleep.
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BlueFoodMakesMeHappy

Guys. I was re-reading my stories yesterday to see where I need to pick up in my writing and what I read was absolute trash. I'm thinking about deleting the chapters I have and re-writing them. What do you guys think? I didn't think that I would be one of those writers whose stories are trashy and badly done. Any insight? Of course you guys might not even read my stories. If that's the case, what do you guys see that make a good story?

BlueFoodMakesMeHappy

That would be cool! I would love the help and pointers. I don't know when I would have the time at the moment but that would be really nice.
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imjustanobodythe1

Maybe I can help like with the plot or something- 
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BlueFoodMakesMeHappy

@imjustanobodythe1 I just hate the writing that I have. Maybe that's just me being self-deprecating but I don't love what I've posted. I guess I just have a bar set for myself that I don't have reached. Thank you though. Your support means a lot to me. I'm glad someone is enjoying it. I am still thinking about re-writing it to fix anything I missed and maybe even change the plot a little because I don't really see where they are going anymore. I want to continue writing, and I don't want to leave unfinished stories. It is really busy in school for me right now so I won't be able to post very often, but I want to have a goal in mind.
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BlueFoodMakesMeHappy