Hi guys,
I know I've been away from wattpad for a reaaally long while and it is because I have a very good reason for it. The last time I posted my beginner-ish stories on this website, my favorite uncle (mom's younger brother) died. I guess, you can say that he was my inspiration for my stories (though you can't actually see it through my stories, seeing as how much of a novice I was back then and didn't know how to express my thoughts into words) and with him gone, I found out that I couId not write any stories while I was mourning. Then I had an incident at school that led me to be traumatised by what you call "friends".
So, yeah, that kept me from publishing parts of my stories and some new stories I had in store here. I had to stay focused because my social anxiety grew to extreme lengths to the point where I barely passed my exams, just got passed enough for me to be able to transfer to my old school. Fast forward to 7-8 years of self-therapy and getting a hang of my life, my grandma - the only grandma that we usually kept contact with- died next. It was heart-breaking.
So, she died having experienced a cruel life. It hasn't been a year since my grandma died, my second uncle (the eldest brother of my mother) followed next. He was diagnosed with stage 4 pancreatic cancer last october and couldn't get chemo because of his past illness. Yesterday, in the morning, we had a video call with their fam and yesterday, at night, was when he died.
I couldn't find any inspiration for my novels, even movies. I did write some novels but felt uncertain somehow about my stories. I'm still getting a hang of things, so it may take some time for me to be able to post or rewrite my works. Anyways, I do still love to read novels, light novels, etc. here in wattpad but I can't post anything yet.
Love y'all,
BlueMoonsFalcon