BluePhoenixEclipse

Okkkkkkk....
          
          It's vacation for me now! Our moving up ceremony is done! I'm out of junior high! 
          
          *Sigh*... I'll really miss that one guy in our class though. He is such an amazing close friend to me. I'll probably still see him around but not as much anymore because our whole class are going to be in different schools by then in the next school year. 
          
          Anyways, enough hearing of my pointless drama-
          
          I'll try to republish and edit my "Longing" KNY book as fast as I could, in my own terms at least, I'm quite the lazy writer but that's besides the point- (Tbh, I think I'm kinda having a writer's block, I'm literally out of ideas, but I'll still try for you guys)  

I'm going to be rewriting some parts of my book "Longing" so I'll unpublish the book first and then republish it after. Sorry for the inconvenience! 
          
          I promise you that I will not be discontinuing the book! It will still be most likely on hold though, but don't worry, I'll still continue it.  

love phoenix <3 fu hua <3

I'm going to be putting two of my books on hold for now. I still need to finish "Longing" since I've gotten somewhat far in that book now. 

Just thundered here from where I live. 
          
          It was loud. 
          
          Like really fricking loud. 
          
          Like it was somewhere near where I live- and that terrified the heck out of me-

I just really need to get this out of my shoulders so please bear with me here :) 
          
          Lately, no actually, I haven't really found myself being active in school like before. When online classes were announced 2 years ago I thought it was going to be more easy but I guess I though wrong, because it just gave me much more pressure.... somewhat.... 
          
          And it doesn't help that my parents actually expect me to do well in school when I'm clearly shpwing dislike towards online classes, because of how it just made things hard for me. 
          
          My mom did try to actually encourage me before, but it's easier said than done.
          
          And then now my parents say that I'm failing because how I clearly keep neglecting my studies because of gadgets. 
          
          And while I will admit that it's true, there's still a reason to it. 
          
          I just feel so burned out at school :) 
          
          And you know what's even worse? Me having trust issues with them when it comes to my struggles :) 
          
          The last time I actually talked to one of them about my struggles was 2 years ago, and that was when I was practically still somewhat in bad terms with my oldest brother(              .).
          
          That's all I have to say for now, I don't exactly want to talk about my personal life but I had to get this off of my shoulders, because really, I just feel so tired right now.
          
          (Also, it's not like I hate my parents here, in fact I actually do love them, really, it's just that they can be so overwhelming sometimes.)

HORIKOSHI DID NOT JUST ACTUALLY BAMBOOZLE THE MANGA READERS-

Just got vaccinated earlier, and let me tell you, I was a nervous wreck during that-

Bestie ya have discord? I just wanna talk to you there •3•

Someone probably: How many books are in the making?
          My brain: Yes. 
          
          (It's actually not that many but I my brain just can't stop thinking-)