Alr so random thing happened, I started to suffer breathing and then i started crying behind my sister, hugged a pillow with my mom's fading scent, and cried my heart out :) I kept saying "I need someone" "mama" "Please stay" bursting into tears while i hide under my blanket, my voice got abit weak, i looked everywhere, walls, things idk but yeah fin :) Have a great day ❤️