A Blue Whale

I wished for love and I  asked for it, it's their fault, not mine because they caused me the pain and they are the one to handle it. My poor ignorant mother, I believe you deserve it all, if you just have talked and heard me or If you hugged me as all mothers should do, maybe that wouldn’t happen it's your fault, not mine.
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          He Didn't Love Me
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If you are a mother please don't let your children live what I have lived, because no matter how strong your children are, they will always need their mother 
          "She has never been a mother as she been a good wife but I couldn't to love her and hate her at the same time. She caused me a lot of pain in the life that she gave to me that somedays I have wished that she didn't give birth to me or that being an orphan is easier for me." #THE_HIDDEN_BENEATH #the_black_sheep
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          "As a child, I wished that I could tell my mother that I love her and that when she speaks with me I fell like an angel of love who is in peace. I wished I could tell her that in one day she should have loved me like a daughter for her not a cursed eldest female in her family. I wished that one day she will hold me close and comfort my heart, and when I cry and feel sad she will be there for me wiping my tears and telling me that everything will be okay. I waited and kept on waiting until I felt aged," 
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          "I wish I can tell her I know and I wish I can tell her that I do care for her feelings and misères,  she can cry in my lap, and that I will stay with her no matter how hard facing the people will be. I wish that someday she will realize that I'm her daughter not her burden and that she hurts me so much that I can't forgive her for not being a good mother, for making me cry all night and lacking love and strength".
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"After a minute, I felt the house is shrinking over my soul and I can't breathe anymore, I can't hold on, and no matter how hard I tried I can't put the pieces of my broken heart together again. I hardly gathered myself and stood again behind the door with tears filling my eyes, I want to hear them so I can hate them more, so my heart will never once think of forgiving them. It's hard for me to stand strong, my legs were shivering and I felt so cold yet at the same time, I was sweating as if the sun is next to me. My mind went through a strike when the voice was recognized, and her voice kept ranging inside my head over and over but my heart didn't want to believe it. I'm denying myself, it can't be her voice and he can't do that, not with her, not for us, not for the mother, and not for his brother" #THE_BLACK_SHEEP #THE_HIDDEN_BENEATH
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          No one in this town will refuse or argue when religion is the core of the matter particularly if it is for girls. I didn't agree, I told them to leave me in my old school and I promise I will not tell a soul what had happened but they refused. At this moment my cup was flooded so I started to act like a lunatic, I screamed in their faces to leave me alone, that I will be fine if they just stayed away from me, and that I wish they were dead and I have never had a family.

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          "What on earth I did to deserve this, I screamed with much pain and hate: I didn’t know what to do but criticizing and blaming myself. How awful was that to me, for a girl in her first age to experience that, I really didn’t know how I get through this but I remember myself hopeless and powerless. Nights and days passed while I was locked in that house, in my bed alone with no soul to comfort my heart. I kept looking at the roof and thinking how long is it going to take me to die?"
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