Slowly working on coming back, work is slowing down physically, I am being pushed at safety supervisor so I should have a little more energy to reply so please bare with me -ooa
Deleting this app today, tired of caring, getting close, and getting hurt, I have been nothing but a fool for years, I am done, don’t ask me where people are, I dont freakin no anymore just leave me the fuck alone I am done -ooa
A lot of ooas are leaving, I am not leaving but the heat has my ass kicked, I am a blue collar irl, I might take the summer off rping if you want to end our rp please lmk but I am not leaving-ooa
@Blue_Collar_Boys wow so he did leave without telling me goodbye, way to prove me wrong, numb? I'm losing my fucking mind, I'm so worried about him, he wasn't just some guy who role played with me ( we never did ) he literally knows so much personal stuff about me and I about him, we wake up to each other's text as well as go to sleep to em, I'm losing it because I need him to reassure me he's okay and it's killing me rn, it really is.
@simplyextraordinaryy I dont know what really happened, we started off the day shooting shit normally then all of the sudden he said he was leaving, wouldn’t give reasoning, I didn’t know what he meant the morning was normal, I don’t know what truly set him off, I am just numb rn
i see you keep going when you feel like giving up. i see you press on when exhaustion threatens to hinder you. i see you being strong when you have every excuse to be weak. i see you deprive yourself of much-needed rest in order to get the job done. i want you to know that you are enough, it all is enough. <3
No ignore people just mentally drained, also bless my love ones on my mb, your messages seriously make my night, I will reply when I am ready, I am just pushing myself more and more each day please be patient with me, I love you all xoxo-ooa