Blue_Pheonix21

What happened to @SolarBALLS_Uranus???????? Why is it like their profile doesn't exist anymore?????

I've been gone for a while sorry about that I have ADHD and so I just can't get myself to finish the characters for my first actual book and it's eating me alive I mean I want to finish the characters but my attention span won't let me 

Happy late new year  I was out last night so i wasn't able to post this sooner

(I'm sorry to who ever sees this but I need to vent) I just feel so tired all the time physically I'm full of energy but I'm mentally and emotionally drained and I was bullied for being chubby which caused me to develop an eating disorder at age of fucking 9 I have suicidal and self harming thoughts all the time and I also am extremely introverted and I never go outside anymore and when I was younger I was carefree, loved going outside, had friends and I was genuinely positive and calm now I have anger issues, no friends I never go outside I have social anxiety and I am extremely negative all the time and my parents don't believe in mental problems and therapy so I can't talk to them or a professional and my parents are always busy so I never spend time with them which is extremely mentally draining for me and even if my day was horrible I say that in fine even if I'm really not so I keep my problems to myself and feel like a burden to everyone around me and not to mention I have untreated ADHD so add that to the mix in just so tired of being alive right now and I just don't know what to do anymore anyways sorry to who ever is reading this I didn't mean to vent to you if you didn't want to hear me out sorry.........

@SolarBALLS_Uranus anyways bye it's getting late for me it's literally 19:13 for me so byeeeeee

@SolarBALLS_Uranus ok I won't cry it's just your kinda my first friend on any internet platform

@SolarBALLS_Uranus good point and also you see me as a friend (begins to cry happy tears)

@SolarBALLS_Uranus good also why in the world are you following me I don't even have any books written YET since I actually don't have the WATTPAD app download so I am on my phone and I'm AO WATTPAD wia link BUT I will be getting a computer for Christmas so I can log into my WATTPAD account and since you can't write books on WATTPAD on mobile if you don't have it installed I'll use my computer once I get it to write some books and I have a TON of ideas so yeah also marry Christmas in advance

@SolarBALLS_Uranus anyways hello  and how are you

@SolarBALLS_Uranus I  WAS GONE FOR LIKE A MONTH TAKING A BREAK FROM WATTPAD AND I COME BACK TO THIS WTF?!