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          currently crying and probably on the verge of a meltdown bc every single fucking noise is annoying and people keep being rude to me. I don't hate you bc mom told you to get off yt bc your not supposed to be on it. I'm not being a bitch if I don't like toasted marshmallows or cheese on pissa bc of sensory issues. I'm not super mean when you bump into me bc you arent looking where your going. I'm not being lasy when I'm sitting in my room alone listening to music. I'm so tired of all this noise. its all so loud. it wont stop. Every. single. noise. is. so. annoying. it wont stop. make it stop. please make it stop. my headphones are dead. I cant use music. shut up

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my MLP headcannons for now
          Rainbow Dash: Non-binary,lesbian
          Apple jack: demi-girl or girlflux,bi
          Fluttershy: female(she/it) pan
          twilight: gender fluid,lesbian
          rarity: female (she/her) bi
          Luna: gender fluid,pan 
          
          
          (I  like MLP but I don't love it)

https://r9.whiteboardfox.com/94692060-6754-9968 whiteboard

The snow glows white on the mountain tonight
          Not a footprint to be seen
          A kingdom of isolation
          And it looks like I'm the queen
          The wind is howling like this swirling storm inside
          Couldn't keep it in, heaven knows I tried
          Don't let them in, don't let them see
          Be the good girl you always have to be
          Conceal, don't feel, don't let them know
          Well, now they know
          Let it go, let it go
          Can't hold it back anymore
          Let it go, let it go
          Turn away and slam the door
          I don't care what they're going to say
          Let the storm rage on
          The cold never bothered me anyway
          It's funny how some distance makes everything seem small
          And the fears that once controlled me can't get to me at all
          It's time to see what I can do
          To test the limits and break through
          No right, no wrong, no rules for me
          I'm free
          Let it go, let it go
          I am one with the wind and sky
          Let it go, let it go
          You'll never see me cry
          Here I stand and here I stay
          Let the storm rage on 
          My power flurries through the air into the ground
          My soul is spiraling in frozen fractals all around
          And one thought crystallizes like an icy blast
          I'm never going back, the past is in the past
          Let it go, let it go
          And I'll rise like the break of dawn
          Let it go, let it go
          That perfect girl is gone
          Here I stand in the light of day
          Let the storm rage on
          The cold never bothered me anyway

here's my discord servers
          https://discord.gg/gVz3Kesb
          https://discord.gg/UJ39A3Hs
          https://discord.gg/NcTDky25

Hey bud just want to check because I read your bio - You are okay, right?

she blocked me
          on every app
          all I wanted to say was I'm sorry
          but now I cant
          now I cant even get my last friend back
          I ruined it
          I ruined my life
          I'm never gonna have friends again
          I'm gonna be miserable forever

school is so L O U D
          the kids whispering and talking are so L O U D
          a school came to play bells today
          they were so L O U D
          school causes so much S T R E S S and A N I X E T Y
          people cause A N I X E T Y
          eating causes A N I X E T Y and W O R R Y
          yelling causes P A N I C   A T T A C K S
          eating causes Y E L L I N G from the V O I C E
          telling me not to E A T
          and its R I G H T
          I shouldent eat F O O D