Bluehasnoclues

Yep definately hyperthyroidism now that explains why I am tired all the time an got bad mood swings I started meds for it they take weeks to kick in though 

An found out from bloodwork I am teetering on the edge of hyperthyroidism which can be contributing to so much of my issues an why I am exhausted to an have really bad mood swings 

An almost done all the routes on Ukyo now 

Help doing Shin's route now that I finished Kent's bro that introduction was wild sob and the roasting I was warned about 

Need to finish ep 12 of the Emerald Witch arc; it was so goated. Sebastian was hot as ever ♡ So close to finishing it then to continue reading volume 32 of the manga since I rebought a lot of them on my birthday, slowly I'll have them all back. But gotta catch up with the ones I didn't get to read first.
          
          Wattpad is such a good journal since mostly everyone's dead here.

The Asian market still had the Thoma plushie I eyed awhile back so this trip I snatched it up well I was there. Now he can go with my Scaramouche plushie since my genshin phase has been coming back either way despite being fixated on Amnesia aswell rn.

Goodness I love amnesia memories so much definately becoming one of my main fandom potentially right here I love Kent ♡♧

Might get back into genshin soon ima likely redownload after the Snezhnaya update is out so I don't gotta download stuff twice 

I miss my dog Molly... Almost 13 years together, and she's just gone. Three days before my birthday, she passed away from heart failure. I find no happiness this year at all; I feel completely empty. I don't even want to celebrate, but my family is doing so anyway. I miss her breathing down your neck for food and the intense feeling of her staring at you, despite how annoying it was. I miss her nails tapping on the floor, splitting treats into three instead of two, and her tripping you in doorways or having to watch wherever you walk because she always sat or lay in the least conventional spots. I miss her sitting at the supper table begging for food, I miss when I could take her for walks and she would be ripping my arm half off. I miss her covering her face with her paws as you talked to her in a sweet voice or sung to her along with stuffing her face into cushions like and ostrich. I miss when she would bark back when you were talking to her like it was a whole conversation... I was around seven or six when we got her, and I was the reason we even got her to begin with. She was my best friend, and now she's just gone. The whole house feels eerie, and I keep dissociating that this isn't real. I really thought losing four friends in three months wouldn't get worse, especially with the lack of sleep from the Valko boycott and losing the daily playing with lads. And I jinxed myself things always get worse. 

happy birthday! 
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