BluexWrites

"Muse"
          	
          	Pen grazing paper, making words form.
          	The words are for you, my heart is yours.
          	Every stroke and sentence, exists for you.
          	You make every paragraph's meaning ring true.
          	
          	Heart beats faster, creative matter, flowing through my brain.
          	Obstacle, disaster, doesnt matter, cuz always my emotions are the same.
          	
          	{Chorus} 
          	When the muse is there, I'm free.
          	You help me express who I'm supposed to be.
          	Never a dull moment when my mind connects with yours.
          	Starting up the flow, what're we waiting for?!
          	Theres nothing i cant be, when my muse is smiling.
          	
          	Colors flashing, brushes laughing, images dancing on a frame.
          	Shading, highlight, take your spotlight, send jolts of inspiration through my brain.
          	
          	All the pieces scattered, ceramic shattered, but i hear your whisper in my heart.
          	Collect, gather, take control of the matter.
          	Make something new, give it a new start!
          	
          	{Chorus}
          	When the muse is there, I'm free.
          	You help me express who I'm trying to be.
          	Never a dull moment when my mind connects with yours.
          	Starting up the flow, what're we waiting for?!
          	There's nothing that i can't be, when my muse is smiling.
          	
          	Building up a new name for myself.
          	Showing the world what its like to know yourself.
          	Everything finally clicks inside my brain.
          	You're such a blessing how you set me free!
          	
          	Heart beats louder, wings spread out.
          	Put the sound into your voice, say your name proud!
          	
          	{Chorus}
          	When the muse is there, I'm free
          	You help me show the world the real true me!
          	Never a dull moment when my heart connects with yours.
          	Starting up my heart, lets show them more!
          	Gonna let the whole world see,
          	Oh! Gonna let the whole world see!
          	Gonna let the whole world see...
          	What my muse, means to me.

BluexWrites

"Muse"
          
          Pen grazing paper, making words form.
          The words are for you, my heart is yours.
          Every stroke and sentence, exists for you.
          You make every paragraph's meaning ring true.
          
          Heart beats faster, creative matter, flowing through my brain.
          Obstacle, disaster, doesnt matter, cuz always my emotions are the same.
          
          {Chorus} 
          When the muse is there, I'm free.
          You help me express who I'm supposed to be.
          Never a dull moment when my mind connects with yours.
          Starting up the flow, what're we waiting for?!
          Theres nothing i cant be, when my muse is smiling.
          
          Colors flashing, brushes laughing, images dancing on a frame.
          Shading, highlight, take your spotlight, send jolts of inspiration through my brain.
          
          All the pieces scattered, ceramic shattered, but i hear your whisper in my heart.
          Collect, gather, take control of the matter.
          Make something new, give it a new start!
          
          {Chorus}
          When the muse is there, I'm free.
          You help me express who I'm trying to be.
          Never a dull moment when my mind connects with yours.
          Starting up the flow, what're we waiting for?!
          There's nothing that i can't be, when my muse is smiling.
          
          Building up a new name for myself.
          Showing the world what its like to know yourself.
          Everything finally clicks inside my brain.
          You're such a blessing how you set me free!
          
          Heart beats louder, wings spread out.
          Put the sound into your voice, say your name proud!
          
          {Chorus}
          When the muse is there, I'm free
          You help me show the world the real true me!
          Never a dull moment when my heart connects with yours.
          Starting up my heart, lets show them more!
          Gonna let the whole world see,
          Oh! Gonna let the whole world see!
          Gonna let the whole world see...
          What my muse, means to me.

BluexWrites

Omg how come i dont come on here anymore my oc book hasnt veen edited since i made Gabe and ive actually in reality posted all 7 of my ocs on my instagram and drawn 2 of my ocs a second time lmfao should i add them to my oc book?

BluexWrites

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My boyfriend broke up with me a couple days ago and my dumbass almost deleted some of my books bc he was the inspiration for them. Now we've patched stuff up again and we're dating again and I'm so glad I didn't delete them cuz then I would've felt realllyyyy stupid lmao

BluexWrites

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When other guys cry:
          Guy: I'm such a baby.. 
          Me: no, stop, that's toxic masculinity, you're still a man and men have emotions too
          
          When I cry:
          Friend: Cal, have you been cr-
          Me: *has been crying all day because I always bottle down my emotions until I have an explosive meltdown that lasts for a week* NO WTF I'M NOT A BABY FUCK OFF!!

BluexWrites

Hey you guys! I unpublished my books- but don't worry, they'll be back!
          The names on the covers are a name my abusive ex used to call me. So I can't keep them up there. I'm working on the covers now! You're stories shall be back soon!

BluexWrites

My sister told my mom that you can read smut on wattpad so now I have to delete it (╥_╥)
          If any of you still wanna text me my instagram is mentalxcreations

The_Adorable-Weirdo

@MentalxCreations WELCOME BACK!!!!! *HUGS YOU VERY TIGHTLY*
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BluexWrites

When Will told me long distance wasn't working I decided I wouldn't be in love again. But if I were to end up with someone they'd have to confess their love first, so I knew they loved me, and weren't just getting with me because I asked them to. And two days later one of my best friends confessed to having a crush on me. So here I am, giving love another shot. Teehee, wish me luck!