BlurredSmiles

How can i tell anyone when everyone depends on me? I can't take away someone's support because then we'd both just be broken. No one will want to walk over a broken bridge, but I fear that if they don't they'll fall off the cliff... 

BlurredSmiles

How can i tell anyone when everyone depends on me? I can't take away someone's support because then we'd both just be broken. No one will want to walk over a broken bridge, but I fear that if they don't they'll fall off the cliff... 

BlurredSmiles

I have 69 followers(͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

BlurredSmiles

@PoorNewtDied *inserts crying face*
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AnimeMadWoman

@BlurredSmiles Is it referencing the 69 position? oH yeah, it is right?
            And @PoorNewtDied What?
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BlurredSmiles

@ReadingMadWoman Um um I DON'T KNOW ALL I'M GOING TO SAY IS STAY INNOCENT!!!
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BlurredSmiles

Hi guys I know that I'm really really not active and I'm sorry I'm working on it ;-; but I haven't actually abandoned my diary like I write chapters but I never publish them because I feel pathetic reading what I've written so I just leave it in my drafts but like I think I'll start publishing them because like it's my diary so yolo and the purpose of it is to vent and write about my day / feelings so yeah that's all I wanna say :)

BlurredSmiles

"You don't have issues,  your problems are less important than mine,  stop trying to fit into the "little poor me club" you don't belong there" this is me here to say that if you've ever thought anything like this or if you've been told something similar to this then you shouldn't take it to heart. 
          
          It's okay to have problems. 
          
          No one is perfect. 
          
          We all have our own issues and that's okay. 
          
          No matter how "small" others may think it is if it's big to you and if they hurt you just as much then it's trust me it's a big thing,  don't let others tell you that any part of you is "less important" or that it "doesn't matter" or even "you just want attention" because they're just on a high horse that they need to get kicked off of. 
          
          What I'm trying to say is that if you feel bad for having an "issue" that's bothering you because it's "less important than someone else's" that it isn't. Everyone experiences things differently.
          
           So if you're hurt.  Be hurt. Cry with no regret.  Let out all of that built up pain.  And when you're all done, find ways to fix the problem because everyone deserves to feel happy.  Everyone deserves to feel loved. 
          
          If you made it all the way here I hope that you're okay,  I hope that one day you reach a state of happiness, a state of feeling loved. 
          
          Hope you have a nice day~

BlurredSmiles

I went yolo and cut my hair...  My dad didn't like it and said that I don't look feminine enough (which was what I was going for XD)  and my mom kept on fussing about it but like I don't care I'm just glad that it's gone :)

iskyei

“You are beautiful, in every single way! Words can’t bring you down.” Do what you need to do, the only thing that matters it that you’re happy with yourself ^_^
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BlurredSmiles

People are toxic, they mess with your brain, and shatter your hopes, dreams and self worth and when they're done they leave you to pick up the pieces 

SaiyukiAsakura

@BlurredSmiles kinda have to agree with that
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