LOVE?  Something that broke me into little sad tiny pieces

THE TOUCH OF SOMEONE I LOVE THAT LOVES ME? Something I badly desire. I only see this in my dreams when I close my eyes. 

LIGHTS? I want to see more of it

LIFE? Mine is filled with so many highs & lows. I'm tired of being the cool outlandish character of the show. Only if I could swim my way into another portal or fly my way out of the sky & into another universe. I just want to let go & glow

MUSIC?  My escape from the sad drama that life is. Maybe that's why I'm so good at it....

CREATIVITY & TALENT? God given

RAGE?  Something I'll proudly take with me to the grave. It's my existential fuel at the moment

SHINY JEWELRY & TATTOOS? Love 'em like crazy

WISHES?.... I wish I could play the guitar & piano, & I wish I had wings too so I could fly above it all

Fuck it. I know I'm screwed
Stay positive.