I want to cry. I want to cry so hard right now that it isn't even funny. My heart hurts, my head hurts, and I've actually been making a ton of spelling mistakes (though I keep trying not to, as it's an embarrassing thing I do when I'm upset..) and I'm just really hurting right now. And I can't cry or I'll be seen. I can't leave, because It'll be obvious why, and it hurts. I just really feel... Hurt.