Bluxybeta

hey l0s3rss im no longer posting Wolf Tails here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
          	yay
          	so basically im moving the entire thing into a comic on WebToons, an app you can get like this one that takes up like 0 space in ur phone
          	if youre investing in the story ur free to move there <3333

Bluxybeta

hey l0s3rss im no longer posting Wolf Tails here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
          yay
          so basically im moving the entire thing into a comic on WebToons, an app you can get like this one that takes up like 0 space in ur phone
          if youre investing in the story ur free to move there <3333

Bluxybeta

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as what i consider myself to be, an artist, a creator and such.... i don't know if i can keep doing art anymore. i mean, yea, sure, i've done it for maybe two years. tops. going on 3, maybe. if i decide to even finish through another year.
          i just don't see any more in it. i don't have any more motivation for art anymore. i can't seem to find inspiration. i still have that bleeding passion for wanting to animate... i just no longer feel like i want to get there. i no longer feel like it's worth it. i feel like maybe it's just me being paranoid with school closing in, where i'm actually trying with my grades.
          you heard me. "trying with my grades." I even got the silver award recently in terms of lates, with one just by a silly mistake. thats a first.
          i dont know how im supposed to keep up with art and school.
          especially when i no longer feel inspiration with my art.
          i no longer feel a need for it.
          i no longer find any enjoyment in it. i can't do it like i used to, not like a want to.
          i want my art to feel again.
          i can't fucking do that when im out of practice.
          only thing inspiring me now is music by the neighbourhood. and even then, i still cant keep up with stuff.
          i don't know.
          
          
          should i bother with art anymore or just give up? give into the whole school thing. maybe actually do something with my life.

Bluxybeta

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Okay, I really wanna start a different story because of how slow and low I've become to Wolf Tails. Wolf Tails is still an unfinished story, and actually doesn't have an ending even in the idea set yet, and it's a longer process than I thought. And, as well, I now feel childish for picking the kind of characters I did and their sets, but I do find it still as an interesting concept despite it being obviously more childish of a design than the story. 
          I will continue to develop the characters as I've stated before I've wanted more than anything to make it an animated series...
          
          I have a new story idea, where I'll be fleshing out the characters a lot harder than last time. Along with it actually just being a one or two time kind of story. I got the idea just by picking up an old character I was about to throw out. I redesigned small pieces of the character and fell in love with what is now Damiann. I want it to be something along the lines of a dark mystery, maybe a murder. I have other characters such as Angela and the teachers, as they're students about to leave high school. The story and characters aren't even close to being finished, as I'm still hooking too hard on the old idea of Wolf Tails. Damiann is close to being completely done as a fleshed character, and he's clearly my favorite.  I wanna twist the story a bit, almost like Killing Stalking where they almost get caught but still escape jail. But not so far as maybe the graphic content... 
          Regardless, I wanted to share my idea to my dead fucking account, seeing as.. well, I haven't updated Zamarize's Demise since April 9th.

Bluxybeta

OH BOY
          WOLF TAILS UPDATE
          okay
          Originally, yes I had my story outline here, yes I had the whole thing set up so I could have a possible fit outline to the story. Yes, I planned one writing most things mostly for myself to remind myself of story-happenings that occurred. And yes, I did say I'd finish it and all that trash.
          If I do decide to write my story here it'll take twice as long to produce; than it would be with me writing short snippets of it in a private collection for myself to memorize. 
          Last time I was here I hadn't even started the second set story, (story 2), I'm sure. Barely even part 7 of story 1.
          Here's the last chapter update you guys likely had
          Story 1
          Only 5 parts done
          Here's where I'm at now without wattpad.
          Story 1
          -7 parts
          Story 2
          -6 parts
          Story 3
          -2 parts
          (Notcie: yes the parts have names, just don't wanna release any spoilers)
          (Cut off)

Bluxybeta

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(Part 3) I do plan in the future to fully animate the entire story, with so far, an estimated almost 10 hour entirety of the animation put together.. I don't plan on putting any effort forth with trying to insert my idea into a production studio, such as dipshit Disney, or Universal-my-ass-Studios. Chances are my ideas for blood and continuous death for story plots would be deleted and replaced. The specific style of the characters would be fixed over into other people's styles, I would have numerous thing removed, changed, not only that, I don't wanna run poor artistsdrynof animating a story they probably don't even enjoy for probably fucking minimum wage. I'd probably forward it through fucking youtube of all places and get shit comments.
            And that's my Wolf Tails update.
            If you did read through all my bs, please, tell me if you'd want my story written here despite obvious long-ass delays. Thank you-
            BluxyBeta
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Bluxybeta

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(Part2) Basically I killed off a lot of people while I was gone. I know some you (you know who I'm talking about) wanted to read the story, and I know very few knew very little about the story, and I know probably only 1 or 2 people actually looked forward to it. I put forth a lot of effort into shoving tiny secrets into this story's ass, with hidden meaning and lore for upcoming events. I have yet to design two villains in the story, one who occurs in Story 2 and one who occurs late in Story 3. I don't plan on stopping at Story three, however, I feel if I don't stop at 3 there'll be too much to cram up in the storage attic (aka my thought process for all of this bullshit) for this story.
            IF I bring the story back to wattpad, it will BARELY be edited often, meaning it'll take more time for parts to be released. I have yet to redesign a 2017 cover for the story, let alone the story itself. I have rewritten the beginning over and over. As of song inspiration, it changes the opening heavily. Due to my thoughts on my favorite Imagine Dragons song, Amsterdam, I figured a way this story is told from, and the reason the story is to be told in the first place due to the opening of the song. 
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Bluxybeta

S o r r y I haven't been active lately. I do have MOST of the whole "Wolf Tails" story memorized. 
          Like seriously, it's all memorized pretty well...
          Anyways, I'm just doing a little bit of editing and I may even be adding a SEVENTH story to Wolf Tails despite having only the first one completely finished and worked on completely and memorized pretty well. 
          In fact, I may stop production on Wolf Tails on WattPad all together. The reason for this being is because I feel Wolf Tails would be better expressed and told in a way EddsWorld did their series. 
          However before I even begin to think about Wolf Tails beginning to be a YouTube series production, I need to find an animation program to use, and practice animating frame by frame and make sure it looks very smooth before I begin the hard long process of Snippet 1 2 and 3 explaining the plot then I begin an even longer process on animating Part One which should be about a 10 minute long video for the viewers to watch or maybe even 20 if that's what'll take to explain the gist of Wolf Tails.. Uh, there should be lil snippets in between each part and HOPEFULLY I'll stop at story 7. Or I'll just be a a jerk to myself and maybe make more to Story 1 all together. Currently there are 6 parts half finished and I'm just now working into the new part. Part 7. Part 7 was inspired by "The Hanging Tree" and I CAN'T spoil anything for anyone who doesn't know anything past part 3 because that's how story 7 comes into play. 
          Currently I have been planning on having a Story 2 obviously for the story. Story 1 ends when the group of friends have traveled the entire new planet and have to move on to their new lives. There's only a small portion of Part 1 Story 2 finished however.
          So there ya go.

Yelskamy

Hello! I saw that you are an artist and thought I might ask you a question. I need a new profile photo,  song was wondering, could you please make me a picture of Katelyn from Minecraft Diaries? If you don't have time, or don't want to I completely understand. Im just the worst artist on earth and couldn't draw decent pictures if my life depended on it XD So I thank you for taking it into consideration. Thank you for your time. Live and hugs! -garlynforever

AnonymousGoat

@MyFandomFactory I LOVE KATELYN FROM MCD. . .sorry, heh....
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Yelskamy

@garlynforever Okay. Thank you so much. I will give you full credit for it! Thanks again! -garlynforever
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BrookeWeasley

                Hey CubCub I know you have had school work all year long and that other stuff. But its Summer and now you have no reason. 'The Choices' desperately needs an update!! No I'm not criticizing you because just to be clear, it's the best non-published book that I have ever read. But you've been talking about it so much. I cannot keep up with it unless I can read it and be able to go back and forth to check. And I know you have an ingenious mastermind creation. Which if you finished, I would encourage you to publish it. What I'm trying to say is please write it BEFORE you lose interest. Btw pool Wednesday some time between 1:00 and 2:00.  Bye!

Bluxybeta

@BrookeWeasley  Oh my lardles, I'm sorry, I completely forgot about it! 
            I have to re-write everything now that I have the story fully developed..... I could never loose interest in the book I was worked ever so hard into. However, I can no longer go to the pool. My parents have changed ways so we have to head to my Grandma's on Tuesday.
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Katelyn776

Hey Al Gal!

AnonymousGoat

Hey Senpie! Its Smallz
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BrookeWeasley

@Katelyn776 Hey CubCub20561, Kately776 haven't heard from you in quite a while.
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Bluxybeta

@Katelyn776 Btw start addressing me by CubCub on here.. My followers might find me for all ik XD
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