@BnhaGirl24
Guys I'm scared to watch chapter 4 cause it feels like the end of an era with Catnap and Dogday- I don't wanna let go T-T I promise I'll watch it but I've promised myself I don't wanna get attached to anyone yet bc I'm still hyperfixating on Catnap and Dogday I'm so sorry I feel like I had to be honest with you guys haha- anyways um if you've watched the chapter tell me what you think(don't spoil too much for me though) -Solaris <3
For those of you wondering when I will post a new chapter of my Catnap book, I am waiting until after chapter 4 drops. Sorry for the inconvenience! I promise I haven't forgotten lol -Solaris <3
What's funny is most of the time I'm writing chapters for my Catnap book I'm tired/partially asleep so I don't remember what I wrote and constantly have to go back and look to make sure I don't screw something up lmao- yesterday I almost messed up when the Hour of Joy was meant to happen bc I forgot I set it to be in a month, I almost timeskipped a month but thankfully I checked haha, I know not what you guys wanted to hear but hey- maybe I'm meant to be half asleep while writing a book about CATNAP, right?
Uhhhh btw that doesn't mean I'm not enthusiastic about writing a book about Catnap. I mean, the whole reason for this surprise drop was bc of my recent hyperfixation comeback. It's just that I've been more tired lately for some reason, that's all lol. Sorry if you got upset at my bad choice of words-
It's New Years Eve..... I gotta be honest I'm not really excited since I live in America, BUT. I hope you guys have a good new year. And, I wanted to thank you all so so deeply for the support you gave my Dogday book. Seriously, that book received the most praise I've ever received on anything. I can't tell you how amazing it felt to have people desperately wanting the next chapter after the previous just came out. I hope that if I'm alive long enough to see Chapter 4, I get inspiration to write you guys something new. Because you all deserve it. I love all of you, and I hope you have a happy new year! -Solaris <3
Hey guys. So umm..... I'm not doing well mentally. At all. It's finals month, I get that. But it's beyond that. It's everything. I never want to get up, or go anywhere, or do anything. I'm losing all motivation for anything. Every time I think I want to do something, I rarely end up doing or finishing it unless it's right in front of me. And for all this, I'm sorry. I'm sorry I keep failing you guys with empty promises to do or finish things. I'm sorry most of my books never get finished. And I'm sorry I may not even have the motivation to write a Chapter 4 book because my life is such a mess. Trust me, if you knew me irl you probably wouldn't be able to stand me because of how I am and how I treat people. Thanks for reading about me and my problems I guess. -Solaris
@BnhaGirl24 hey, I say take a break if you can for a bit, focus on yourself, don't feel bad for not finishing stuff, trust me if you look at my profile I have like at least 2-3 stories I need to work on and trust me I tend to lose motivation A LOT, I know how you feel, but please, just try to focus on yourself for a bit, don't worry about your stories ok? Just help yourself first that's what really matters, I know you don't know me but just know I'm here to help ^^ anytime you need, if I'm awake that is lolz focus on yourself ok? That's all I/we need ^^ <3
@mejr1130 thanks so much, to be honest I only see my therapist like once or twice a month so I tend to put stuff out there a lot because I don't feel like going to anyone I personally know :/ most of the time it only helps for like 10 minutes at most and I have to constantly distract myself otherwise, well, I end up posting stuff like what you read.
Guys help my friend got me into TADC and now I'm obsessed with a crazy widowed king chess piece what do I do now -Solaris <3
@BnhaGirl24 IDk i got into a Disney Japan anime game called twisted WOnderland and I'm obsessed with a lil robo kid and a kid named Riddle Rosehearts...
If anyone wants to know how I feel about this whole thing, let me just say this.
Being an LGBTQ+ woman who's still a minor in the US is watching the majority of people in this country, your own father and some of your distant family included, vote against the rights of you, your sister, your therapist, your mentor, your grandmother, the woman you consider your mother, and ALL of your friends because they wanted lower prices. That's my statement. I shouldn't have to fear for my own life. -Solaris <3
@BnhaGirl24 I understand that, I hope she wins as well, as a member of the LGBTQ I'm scared.. but let's keep hope
@BnhaGirl24 according to someone I know I think they are recounting atm and trump may not win so we still have hope
@mejr1130 I hope she does, but if she doesn't and I'm stuck with a rotten orange for 4 years, all respect I had for the family members who voted the way they did will be gone and it will take a LOT for them to earn it back.
Hello everyone. It's the morning and as you've probably seen, Donald Trump has pretty much won the election. I don't know what to do now, I'm genuinely scared for my life. I will never forgive my Dad or anyone else who voted to put that man in office, and put the lives of so many in danger. I just want you all to know whatever happens, I'm a safe space. At this time it's important we stay together, and I hope you guys can understand. -Solaris <3
@BnhaGirl24 Just remember to stay safe, be aware of other people along with your surrounding and to take care of yourself <3
@BnhaGirl24 It's no problem and I'm glad you have people like your friends and your other family members there for you. They seem like lovely people.
@BnhaGirl24 Hey dear we understand and I'll be praying for your safety even if you're not a religious person. I also come with some advice that might help. Always make sure to carry a form of protection on yourself even a pen would do as long as you know how to use it, if you can't do that try to learn self defence it doesn't have to be perfect just enough that you know how to throw a punch or two. Scan your surroundings and look for potential exit routes. When you see anyone you don't know approach you especially if it's a male make sure you can easily get a weapon or easily be able to strike. Scan their person and try to see if their posture or facial expressions reveal anything about their intentions. Never follow anyone alone, make sure you're with two or three other trusted friends/family and make sure that all of you have some way of defending yourselves. That's all I got for now and if I'm able to think up more I'll come straight back here. Remember to stay safe and aware of the people you surround yourself with.
Hey everyone. So um..... yeah the election is tonight/tomorrow. And I'm scared. Many people are scared. Maybe even some of you. I'm trying my hardest to hold hope. It's hard. It really is. Please stay safe, to anyone who follows me living in the US. I care about all of you. -Solaris <3
Hey... it's been a while. Uh...checking in on you again after months...hope you're doing well.
@PassionMacha hi!! I'm doing mostly fine, just kinda sick right now. I hope you're doing well too! Thanks for checking on me!
