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Either Ariel's been hacked or is doing something dumb

What we're witnessing is not just cruelty- particularly in those messages to Jaremi- it is an active pyschosis. Someone needs to be called. 

Its not fully a year until late at night, GMT (yes I'm coping).
          
          But its been a year. 
          
          And I'm still...sensitive about it. But I don't think about it all the time. 

No I fucking love being hypermobile because WHY have I tweaked ONLY the left side of my sciatic getting out of the shower 

I'm watching Love, Actually.
          
          Merry Christmas I think. 

Im watching No Day But Today: The Story of Rent and sometimes I think of how Viv and Jonathan Larson are both kind of similar and both have an earmark in the book of my pyschosocial development.
          
          Julie Larson said in No Day But Today that, "every professional dream [Jon] had came true the day he died."
          
          It reminds me of Dear Viv.
          
          I saw No Day But Today years and years ago, back when I was first into Rent. When Al Larson, Jonathan's dad, died in 2022, I remember being upset. Because NDBT was my first real engagement with other people's grief. Looking back on it, the similarities with Dear Viv are probably why I knew what to expect and why I didn't want to watch it at first. 
          
          I don't know. I'm just thinking.

Why is a United ad on instagram, under which I saw, you guessed it, "followed by thevivienne_"....
          
          ....How I found out United have an instagram?
          
          Also my eyes are suspiciously wet. 

I return to my father today. Yippeeee. 
          
          Downside:
          I have to be in Newcastle Airport. 

Opened instagram after a crashout. Tia's story had her and Viv's cover of jingle bell rock. Now I'm sitting here going "TIA WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT."
          
          The tattoo squad. 
          
          Five are on the nice list, 14 are on the "morally ambigious" list and 1 is on the dead list. 
          
          Hate it. 

I kissed someone :))