Anxious girlie

Hey! What's happening? You doing good? 

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! 
          
          I hope you will have a wonderful year of 2023 where you will accomplish goals, have fun, confess your love, etc... 
          
          

Merry Christmas everyone!! ❄⛄
          
          I just love it when it's Christmas bcs the weather gets pretty cold and cool!

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MY MF FRIEND F★CKING SHIP ME WITH ROSE. LIKE SHE'S 22 AND I'M LIKE 11-

So I just found out that I have trouble with understanding myself 
          
          Me : Oh no! Anyway. Time to imagine myself as this character-

Me talking to Draken 
          
          
          Draken : I'm 15 so I can't f★ck with- 
          
          Me : YOU'RE 15?! 
          
          Rose : Shock D: 
          
          Draken : Yeah. (I also have Emma already)
          
          Me : 
          
          Rose : 
          
          Me : MOTHERF★CKER YOU LOOK 30!

So... I remember when I was in 5th grade... 
          
          
          *Me and my three friends talking about anime*
          
          My transmale friend : I like Land of The Lustrous! 
          
          My transphobic ex-friend : Me too! 
          
          Me and my straight allay friend : us too!
          
          My transphobic ex-friend : You Girls have such good taste in anime! 
          
          Me : ... 
          
          My straight allay friend : ...
          
          My transmale friend : Uh... Actually...
          
          Me : *Inhales* HIS NAME IS FUCKING TUAN 
          
          (Tuan is a male name in Viet Nam) 
          
          

Hello everyone. I have met a therapist yesterday and my mental health is better now! 
          
          Maybe I will go out of the hiatus (θ‿θ)

Hello everyone! I will be on hiatus. I know I shouldn't be on hiatus but I really need some rest. Here are some reasons and my plans after the hiatus. 
          
          
          1. I will be hiatus for about some weeks or months because of my mental health problems 
          
          
          2. I have almost no time to update my books
          
          
          3. I need to recharge my motivation because I am unmotivated almost everyday 
          
          
          4. I almost lost interest in writing fanfics because a lot of people dislike it. And they dislike Various x reader and/or X reader the most. So I am afraid one of them will come here and make fun of my book
          
          
          5. I will rewrite all of my books because I think they're... Written pretty badly
          
          
          6. I have a very messy sleeping schedule. I usually post chapters to my books at night, it will took me 2-3 hours to finish. But sometimes it will took me 5-6 hours if I don't have my script 
          
          
          7. I have a notebook that fills with scripts but I lost it a month ago, causing me to have trouble with my stories •́ ‿ ,•̀
          
          
          
          
          It was a little sudden but I hope you understand. I will be online sometimes and upload stuff and maybe small chapters or bonuses. 
          
          
          Thank you for reading! I hope you will have a nice day. (´∩｡• ᵕ •｡∩`)