K.S

These days when im thinking about future, i start to remind myself that i need to start living in the present.

It's been 2 nights and I can't sleep well. I'm short in breath. Idk why ? Panic? Definitely not. It's felt like dying. God help please...

https://youtu.be/jpFoJOJbd5Y?si=aA-rNRPRbmUpCepq
          
          A youtube unboxing video ( kpop ver.)

Stop being so available to the people who always put you last.

I got i want. I'm truly happy. I wish myself a better life ahead

I get better after writing here.

I'm a muslim...but why i have to get this feeling? I feel like a sinner.

I tremble whenever my thoughts start to get wild. It's always a negative thought. I hate it.

I'm begging myself to stop hating myself....please....

Many people in this life the person you cannot hate is yourself.