I just wanted to say guys, that ik that my updates are always been very less like lately it's been like once or sometimes twice in a month; actually a lot is going on with me during this stage of my life(and tbh probably with everyone who r going through their teenage phase).
Everything just seems to be idk weird, bad, and I just don't feel like doing anything, everything seems to be worthless and I hate that I lack motivation and determination. I hate my school life, I kinda started to don't like the my frns grp at my school too, I hate that I've become lazy after this lockdown, I hate that I've so much of distractions in my life rn, I hate that my marks went down and my 9th year at school is going terrible that I'd even feel like attending school(which is actually happening), I soo hate that I'm disappointing my parents like this , I hate that my marks has went down below average I just hate it soo much!
Everything has changed, me too! And I hate that I feel so alone most of the time, I hate that Id have real friends (they don't seem to care and so I've stopped too). I just need a friend you know! A real friend, a boyfriend probably, cuz I just need it for myself but a friend mostly who will understand you and help you, I'd want those friends, they just feel so terrible that I always distance myself from them in school!
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At last I just want to say that, ik many of u are waiting for updates, so I just want to say that plzz don't leave, I've completed this story till here so there's literally no hell way I'm gonna discontinue this or leave it as it is. And as I said that a lot is going on in my life, so yeah it will take me a little time; not years, but ig a few months as my kinda 9th STD board is also near and my 2nd unit exams too, that's why!
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And I love you all fr! Thank you for supporting my story till here, I hope you will keep doing the same in the future too!♥️
~Author