To my crush who will probably never see this but here we go.
Dear crush, we’ve been bff’s for 4 years now and our feelings for eachother had been going back and forth. But now I know for sure I love you because every single year after a long summer break and seeing eachother again just makes my heart skip a beat for you and I can never stop thinking about you. But recently you’ve lost feelings for your crush and yeah, I am kinda happy about it because I can have for myself now but sometimes I feel like I’m never enough to you. Seeing you with another girl and being more happy with them than me just hurts me and makes me think that my love for you is just a waste of time and that we’ll never have a relationship together because the only relationship we have is being bff’s. But I want to be more than that, I want to be your significant other, I want to be yours. It hurts me to see you happier with another girl and not being happy like that whenever you’re with me…what even are we? Does our friendship even matter to you? I’ve done everything to try and please you and it always worked but…I could never get you to be that happy with another girl… I’m just old to you aren’t I? Just a used up toy…is that it? You bearly talk to me anymore. I’m just nothing now to you. I hope you’ll one day realize that I loved you all along and that it was all for you. -yours truly, Your bff