Book_Freak247

Woo look at me go....pulled another disappearing act. I know I suck :/

way_2_obsessed

Aw I missed your post. I’m sorry if you’re struggling with something rn. Giving up social media is a great decision for mental health however you have some really great friends on here that are always willing to listen and try to help, myself included. I consider myself a mental health queen so feel free to pm me or message me on Hangouts. I’m always here hun <3
          
          ~Obsessed

Book_Freak247

Ily sm @way_2_obsessed
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Book_Freak247

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Ok I’m gonna say something and you guys all probably hate me and that’s fine but here goes nothing. 
          
          
          I disappeared because I’m dumb and I felt weird for having this whole online platform. I really shouldn’t have let that get to me but I did and well this is the result of that.
          
          On the other hand I started high school this year and that’s a journey and a half. That has led to many unhealthy breakdowns that are something that I would like to not really talk about. I’m trying my hardest at school and well it’s a lot.
          
          
          Now the New Year...
          I felt as if I should have a fresh start in 2020. This year I’m really focusing on my mental health and who I am as a person. That’s kinda why I left. I just want to get better cause I’ve been dealing with all this mental health stuff ever since I joined Wattpad. 
          
          I’m so done with all this unhealthy shit and I just want to be fucking happy. 
          (Yes I’m swearing but it’s just cause I’m that frustrated)
          
          I’m trying my best to love myself and be a person. I’m doing everything I can and that kinda lead me to be MIA on here....along with other reasons that are personal.
          
          
          I’m really sorry...hate me if you want....I deserve it.....
          
          I still love you all...
          
          ~ Ocean

14moon05

@Book_Freak247 tbh ocean, i didn't even know how much i missed till now, take care of yourself and come back soon, it hurts me that i couldn't be there with you in time of need, love ya yaar
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VengefulDragon

@Book_Freak247 
            Don't ever apologise for looking after yourself. You do the best you can for yourself, for your health. If you need to take breaks from social media, do it. I mean, you can let people know when you do it, but if you need to disconnect and recharge, do it.
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