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HEY GUYSSSS!! I'm so sorry for disappearing.. again.. senior year has been ABSOFREAKINGLUTELY INSANE. I got a boyfriend, fought, relapsed, fought some more, then we broke up. Discovered feelings for my best friend, realized I value our friendship so much more than that. Started senior year, started talking to my ex (my first first boyfriend from grades 3-6), found out he was talking to another girl so I gave up on that. Had a crush on my best friend again. Killed that. Finally texted my other ex (first realized boyfriend from 6-8) who I hadn't seen since sophomore year and then bumped into him irl, changed my mind, he hasn't changed. I've also been on the cheer team, realized how fucked up that is, so much drama. Oh and I'm being bullied by the coach's FRESHMAN daughter? Anyways, go to school around 6:30 AM for choir, start school at 8:30, end school around 2:30, walk to 7-Eleven and go back to school hoping the tennis coach comes by early, we practice, schools out for the whole school at 3:30, continue practice, I leave around 4:45, start cheer at 5, end at 8, get home around 9, then do homework. That's my life currently. So that's about 14 hours of school.. maybe like an hour or so of homework.. go to sleep around 11ish after hygiene and routines and stuff, wake up at 5 and start all over again. That's my lifeeee. So yeah, I've been incredibly cramped lately, but I'm gonna try working more, I have practice on Saturdays 8-12 and then church on Sundays (I'm in a youth group so it's multiple hours) and yeah. There's my recap. Not including all the minor drama with being bullied on my cheer team, and called a cheater or a bad person by my ex from summer, mental health episodes, relapsing and all that good stuff lol. BUT IM HERE. HOPEFULLY FOR A GOOD WHILE.
jasmine_261
Omgg one busy girl aren’t u, sorry about all the crappy bfs you’ve had you’re so strong for getting past all of it but I’m glad you’ve got a nice routine going x I lowkey wish I went to an American school toothey seem so cool
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BooksForbidden
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HEY GUYSSSS!! I'm so sorry for disappearing.. again.. senior year has been ABSOFREAKINGLUTELY INSANE. I got a boyfriend, fought, relapsed, fought some more, then we broke up. Discovered feelings for my best friend, realized I value our friendship so much more than that. Started senior year, started talking to my ex (my first first boyfriend from grades 3-6), found out he was talking to another girl so I gave up on that. Had a crush on my best friend again. Killed that. Finally texted my other ex (first realized boyfriend from 6-8) who I hadn't seen since sophomore year and then bumped into him irl, changed my mind, he hasn't changed. I've also been on the cheer team, realized how fucked up that is, so much drama. Oh and I'm being bullied by the coach's FRESHMAN daughter? Anyways, go to school around 6:30 AM for choir, start school at 8:30, end school around 2:30, walk to 7-Eleven and go back to school hoping the tennis coach comes by early, we practice, schools out for the whole school at 3:30, continue practice, I leave around 4:45, start cheer at 5, end at 8, get home around 9, then do homework. That's my life currently. So that's about 14 hours of school.. maybe like an hour or so of homework.. go to sleep around 11ish after hygiene and routines and stuff, wake up at 5 and start all over again. That's my lifeeee. So yeah, I've been incredibly cramped lately, but I'm gonna try working more, I have practice on Saturdays 8-12 and then church on Sundays (I'm in a youth group so it's multiple hours) and yeah. There's my recap. Not including all the minor drama with being bullied on my cheer team, and called a cheater or a bad person by my ex from summer, mental health episodes, relapsing and all that good stuff lol. BUT IM HERE. HOPEFULLY FOR A GOOD WHILE.
jasmine_261
Omgg one busy girl aren’t u, sorry about all the crappy bfs you’ve had you’re so strong for getting past all of it but I’m glad you’ve got a nice routine going x I lowkey wish I went to an American school toothey seem so cool
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jasmine_261
Hey gorgeous, it’s been a while so just thought I’d check in again. Are u doing alright?? <3 -this is me genuinely asking btw and not at all like pressuring u to write again ik times are stressful and it’s hard to keep that motivation. Xx
jasmine_261
No worries xx hope everything goes smoothly for u <3 and it’s no problem I love just checking up on people, love u so so much too xx I’m doing well my love thanks for asking <33
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BooksForbidden
@jasmine_261 Senior year is absolutely insane, but I'm surviving lol. Thank you for your checkups I love you so so much, hope you are doing well too cutie <3
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BooksForbidden
Hello everyone!! So I guess I've been on an unexpected hiatus for quite sometime.. my deepest apologies. I've been struggling with my mental health a lot th3se past few months and wasn’t really in the right mindset to actually get work on. I haven't read a book, let alone a fanfic in MONTHS and I make a goal to read at least one entire book a month, sometimes two. Butttt I think I'm finally ready to get started up on some new chapters to A LOT of my fics and stories on here and on Ao3 and on YouTube. I'm actually in such a good mood right now, I mean senior year starts on Thursday and I just deep cleaned my ENTIRE bedroom and switched up the layout. I'm just feeling so refreshed so hopefully the motivation lasts and I can treat you all to many new chapters!! Thank you for your patience and thank you to those who checked up on me and left me encouraging messages!!!
jasmine_261
@BooksForbidden ur my fave author what can i say :))) you’re acc just the sweetest xx
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BooksForbidden
@jasmine_261 Thank you girlie you're honestly my #1 supporter and I love that
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BooksForbidden
Do yall fw smut? Cause low key I wanna try expanding my writing but I'm not sure if it's overrated. And like I won't get cancelled if I post that on an account that's mainly focused on AgeRe? Cause like it's two different things but idk.
jasmine_261
@BooksForbidden Awwhh take a long rest and get week soon girl xx it was nice to hear back from you tho
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BooksForbidden
@jasmine_261 Thank you, and I've just been struggling with a rollercoaster of emotions lately, just got back on my meds so I should be okay. But I've also just been having lots of health issues lately so yeahhhhh lol
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jasmine_261
Also don’t worry about getting cancelled it’s your writing and your work! This is all what u wanna do girl and if people don’t like it they can read something else
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jasmine_261
Heyyy miss u girl xx hope you find the motivation to write again <3 how have u been?
didije08
I'm so happy that you are continuing "protection"
BooksForbidden
@a080808z Yess!! I honestly forgot about it, I need to start updating my books evenly lol.
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AnUnknownLittleGh0st
Hello! How are you??^^
YukiSukk_878
Hello! How's it going? Do you know when you'll update the regression fic..? No pressure! I'm just wondering if you have a date in mind or just- idk, I'm just wondering, I'm not trying to pressure or stress you I'm just asking since I'm kinda excited for an update but take your time!
YukiSukk_878
I just read it!! I loved it so much! Thank you so much for writing it I loved reading it!
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BooksForbidden
Hello!! I've officially created an Ao3 account!! What works should I upload on there? I know many have asked me about that platform.