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            HEY GUYSSSS!! I'm so sorry for disappearing.. again.. senior year has been ABSOFREAKINGLUTELY INSANE. I got a boyfriend, fought, relapsed, fought some more, then we broke up. Discovered feelings for my best friend, realized I value our friendship so much more than that. Started senior year, started talking to my ex (my first first boyfriend from grades 3-6), found out he was talking to another girl so I gave up on that. Had a crush on my best friend again. Killed that. Finally texted my other ex (first realized boyfriend from 6-8) who I hadn't seen since sophomore year and then bumped into him irl, changed my mind, he hasn't changed. I've also been on the cheer team, realized how fucked up that is, so much drama. Oh and I'm being bullied by the coach's FRESHMAN daughter? Anyways, go to school around 6:30 AM for choir, start school at 8:30, end school around 2:30, walk to 7-Eleven and go back to school hoping the tennis coach comes by early, we practice, schools out for the whole school at 3:30, continue practice, I leave around 4:45, start cheer at 5, end at 8, get home around 9, then do homework. That's my life currently. So that's about 14 hours of school.. maybe like an hour or so of homework.. go to sleep around 11ish after hygiene and routines and stuff, wake up at 5 and start all over again. That's my lifeeee. So yeah, I've been incredibly cramped lately, but I'm gonna try working more, I have practice on Saturdays 8-12 and then church on Sundays (I'm in a youth group so it's multiple hours) and yeah. There's my recap. Not including all the minor drama with being bullied on my cheer team, and called a cheater or a bad person by my ex from summer, mental health episodes, relapsing and all that good stuff lol. BUT IM HERE. HOPEFULLY FOR A GOOD WHILE.
 
              
            
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Omgg one busy girl aren’t u, sorry about all the crappy bfs you’ve had you’re so strong for getting past all of it but I’m glad you’ve got a nice routine going x I lowkey wish I went to an American school toothey seem so cool
                  
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