Bookworm7312

hi i am alive and…..yeah. idrk what to say. i’m alive and i hope y’all are too and please stay that way and remember to stay hydrated and fed and people love and care about you and if you need to talk i’m always here stay safe

how far gone was i for my best friend in fifth grade? my favorite game to play with her was the one where she shoved me against the wall and held me there while maintaining eye contact. 
          how in denial was i? in a last, desperate move to prove my heterosexuality, i convinced myself i was in love with a basic white dude in my health class

it is wednesday my dudes

idk if i should put a trigger warning for this….if mentions of pseudo-suicidal ideation trigger you, don’t read this.
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          the thing is when i say i wanna die i don’t actually mean i wanna die (most of the time anyway). i mean i wanna stop existing, maybe just for a few hours, just to get a break from life’s constant drudgery.
          
          
          that said, i wanna fucking die.

happy pride month! 

i wasn’t sure about the she/they pronouns until now. i already know she/her works for me but i didn’t know for sure about they/them until my friend used them to refer to me just now and it felt so damn good omg u guys
          
          anywayy sorry i’ve been silent on here lately how y’all been?

I actually think I might be omni…but I don’t really care which label is used for me—the important thing is, I’m pining over a girl in Spanish class and she barely knows I exist!!! Yay!!!!!

I thought I had figured out my gender but I was wrong I think

Happy international woman’s day!

Jsyk I’m alive
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          (I think)