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August 27, 2024
1:45 am
I am leaving this message today as a proof that I am one of the victims of the poor Indian education system. In National Eligibility Entrance Test (NEET) 2024, I got a very good score according to the standards of last year results but this year due to cases like cheating, paper leak and dummy students the cut off for government colleges has risen to the sky.
Now the marks that I scored which were still considered as a good score till last year will get me nowhere..
But honestly I don't blame anyone. If I tried a little harder last year, I might have cracked the exam last year only. And I wouldn't have had to watch this bullshit happening this year.
But I just feel unfare.. why does it always happen to me?
My high school was spent at home due to COVID and hence my basic knowledge was a little weak so I had to take a re-exam and I scored a good score. Better than my cousin who got appointed to a college last year but what's the point of it?
No matter how hard I studied or what I sacrificed, I failed in the end!
I know you might say that this is just a phase in life, it'll go away. But for me it still hasn't gone away, I'm still going through it.. alone.
The fact that I don't have someone by my side to stop me from crying and tell me that it's not my fault is more heart wrenching to me.
Really disappointed at myself!