I don't know why but I feel empty and lost now that I have everything but nothing
Just a weird teenager who thinks of improving and improving
Friendships? Well, When I used to cry of laughter now I am crying out of sensitivity and loneliness
Parents? They are awesome but they never made me feel awesome cause they are finding their own happiness
My own self? Well, writing has always been a big part, talking to friends about everything but nothing that's happening in my life. I always feel like this up and down road that I have taken is going to push me back which it is
Thinking to give up at this time I scary cause my life is not even life, it's a soft blank paper which is having one jotted down points at the top which are my identity.
Don't know what to do, well it's always a part of you
The awkwardness and loneliness you feel is because of you afraid to reveal.
So, This teenager is always busy in something stupid but creative cause they are my Everything.
I don't know how I wrote this.