I know I haven't posted in a while, but I was in an earthquake in Melbourne last night, near midnight. And since I have a thing of eating popcorn after being in earthquakes I went to get popcorn and while it was in the microwave I went to the bathroom and when I came back the popcorn inside the microwave caught fire. I yelled for my parents, and they were very angry after being woken at about midnight on a Sunday night for the microwave being on fire. But then they realised there was actual fire, Mum was furious and told me to go to my room and they put out the fire. So now I was freaking out in my room at midnight on a Sunday night after coming back from school camp on Friday. Anyway after soon I got comfort from one of the shadow creatures that I befriended on school camp (the shadow creatures is what I call the odd shadowy figures I see that are only in my head but feel real to me, they can me really intense at times but make good company if my own head is becoming too much) Anyway this one is named Garra, and provided comfort. I also talked to a friend on discord and that helped too. But now I'm scared of popcorn and had too find the courage to simply go to the bathroom. Home life is getting really hard and I also have many other problems with mental health, plus being diagnosed with chronic illness a few weeks back. They gave me steroids for it hoping that I wouldn't need surgery but that was one of the worst experiences of my life. I'm off them now but I'm also dealing with so many other issues that I'm not going to list here. I'm just writing this too vent as everything is getting really hard right now.