"sometimes being in control makes my mind at ease, It keeps my crazy life on track and I always know I keep everyone on a tight leash.Every now and then I always stroll back towards the darkness within to see my little angel all dress up in beautiful colors. she seen the real me inside. a wild beast, the untamed wolf/alpha, A man who doesn't deserve to step foot on this earth and yet I'm still here. my calculated eyes cannot stop it's pause on her laying exactly the way I wanted her and in my mind I know exactly what I'll do. It just brings a true man inside me who only hear a beautiful cry, the feel of such soft skin like rubbing your face against a beautiful well rounded rose, the stench of smell collided with a fresh bloom of fruits , and the gloss of color in her eyes made my mind set to lose its grip of control. She is my sweet little angel."