Bottled_Ink

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hello hi its me
          	
          	firstly i am back from the abyss, although i might be returning again because more and more scars have appeared and it seems that they will be reopening again soon. it just slipped my mind that i had an account here because i was pondering writing my stories and to check if i had forgotten about something (or someone, who knows) in this website. either way,
          	
          	second, i have a new writing style now. it turns out that following convention with the proper capitalization and all makes it sound too uh... rigid. as much as i am rigid with everything else that i do, i pretty much try to broaden my horizons, and here i am. oh and i kind of taken a liking to lower caps because it sounds so unserious, even though that i am probably just a beating away from internal damnation (a breakdown for the low english speakers). bollocks.
          	
          	third, the content that i (might) post here will probably be focused on nonfiction and poetry. i have a novel in mind but i ain't going to post it here because it is the last little bit of past pandemic-era joy that i have, and it's the only work i will take a bit more seriously.  for nonfiction, it's just either my thoughts, my views on life, or a bit of storytelling as to what the actual fuck had happened over the span of four years. for poetry, do expect it to be less rhyme but more reason. and by that, i mean more free verse and just occasional rambling (and other related themes). i just feel more comfortable that way now, and i don't think im coming back to that seriously.
          	
          	lastly, i finally lost my touch. after the fallout of a broken heart, a broken report card, and putting away that shot glass of (mmm tasty) bleach i finally managed to scramble whatever i can, in this shadow of myself i call... well, myself. that being said, schedules of posting may be random, but i would spare the decent courtesy of informing if a new work would be out.
          	
          	anyways that's kinda it. im going to pop another grape into my mouth now. yummy.
          	
          	bernard.

Bottled_Ink

this message may be offensive 
hello hi its me
          
          firstly i am back from the abyss, although i might be returning again because more and more scars have appeared and it seems that they will be reopening again soon. it just slipped my mind that i had an account here because i was pondering writing my stories and to check if i had forgotten about something (or someone, who knows) in this website. either way,
          
          second, i have a new writing style now. it turns out that following convention with the proper capitalization and all makes it sound too uh... rigid. as much as i am rigid with everything else that i do, i pretty much try to broaden my horizons, and here i am. oh and i kind of taken a liking to lower caps because it sounds so unserious, even though that i am probably just a beating away from internal damnation (a breakdown for the low english speakers). bollocks.
          
          third, the content that i (might) post here will probably be focused on nonfiction and poetry. i have a novel in mind but i ain't going to post it here because it is the last little bit of past pandemic-era joy that i have, and it's the only work i will take a bit more seriously.  for nonfiction, it's just either my thoughts, my views on life, or a bit of storytelling as to what the actual fuck had happened over the span of four years. for poetry, do expect it to be less rhyme but more reason. and by that, i mean more free verse and just occasional rambling (and other related themes). i just feel more comfortable that way now, and i don't think im coming back to that seriously.
          
          lastly, i finally lost my touch. after the fallout of a broken heart, a broken report card, and putting away that shot glass of (mmm tasty) bleach i finally managed to scramble whatever i can, in this shadow of myself i call... well, myself. that being said, schedules of posting may be random, but i would spare the decent courtesy of informing if a new work would be out.
          
          anyways that's kinda it. im going to pop another grape into my mouth now. yummy.
          
          bernard.

DaniloBaeta

What if the world you know isn’t as real as you think? Clarice is trapped in a life of silence, her scars hidden beneath the surface, each day feeling more like a lie. But when a mysterious figure with eyes like black flowers appears, everything she thought she knew about reality begins to fall apart. Under the Skin is a journey into the darkness of the mind, where the only way out is to face the truths you’ve buried deep inside. Are you ready to uncover what lies beneath? Dive in now—if you dare.
          
          
          
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Bottled_Ink

Hi.
          
          Don't worry about me. I've been changing everything in this account now. Sometimes, one must forsake the past in order to advance into the future. Although it reminds me of how I started, I feel that in order for me to fully function, it's best if I start over in a new slate. I'd rather not disclose as to what happened, lest I'd try to dig up what I've buried ten feet under.
          
          Alright, time to change tone. I wish you all well! I'll be writing under a new slate, fresh mind, and of countless moments I experienced in. Some are just plain thought, some are real. Some are for you to ponder, and some are you to feel.
          
          My first "publish" will be in a while, looks like I haven't lost my touch. Stay safe, everyone!
          
          - B. Novotný