I am a freak who would rather read fan-fiction than read/watch the original thing multiple times.

Life is messy and can make you feel awful for days at a time but life can also make you laugh so hard it hurts and feel so much joy you cry. You can celebrate for what you have or mourn over what you could have had. Live joyfully and remember the good moments even if those moments are only of the peace before something goes wrong again.