@Jr_Rizzo I can understand why you'd feel that way. I do like you, as a friend or a brother, there's always someone who likes/cares for you even if you cant see who that is. (For the record, I don't think you're pathetic at all, quite the opposite. It takes a brave person to admit/share how they feel, many people, including myself, tend to hide them in fear of having them known and admiring them to themselves. So no, I don't think you're pathetic at all.)