Today I had a serious thought about killing myself. I made a video basicly telling my family I love them and some people they are the reason why I died. When I went downstairs my dad told be how much he loves me and hopes no harm comes to me. I told him I love him and went to my bedroom and rethought all the reasons why I shouldn't die and the reasons I should. The shouldn't was longer than the should. I'm here and if all goes well, I'll stay.☺