BoyfluxAegosexual

Should I write a Wuko fanfiction? (From Legend of Korra) 

I love your comments, and I want to be your friend! But you play the viola, and I'm a violist 

Hey y'all! 
          
          Weird question: 
          
          Does anyone know of there's a word for someone who only has sexual attraction while in subspace? Cuz that's me and I still haven't found an existing word. 

wanna be friends?

I'm quite interested in the songs you listen to, if you listen to music

I just got a Steven Universe tattoo 

Someone please help me understand roleplay stuff

I found somebody who also have ocd of even numbers

I had a dissociative episode for the first time in years.
          
          Can anyone here help me try to explain what it's like to just go numb? What it's like to have your emotions and processes just stop working? 
          
          I want to talk about it. I want to tell my loved ones about it. I want to nornalize it and maybe even heal it. 
          
          But I can't even figure out how to explain it. Everything sounds too simplified and not easy to actually understand. 

I've never had to stop reading a wattpad book due to bring triggered before but the party of me that was triggered was too close to home. I really feel like a sh!tty a$$ person but I legitimately can't read about something I've done myself to survive. I was able to relate to it and question why the character was able to do it so well when I couldn't until the reason why was pointed out. Then I started slowly panicking until I ended up in my own flashback. 
          
          What I'm talking about is the ability to kill yourself emotionally and I really wish I never had to learn how. I just can't keep reading from the POV of someone who had to learn how to do it, too. We might have different reasons but the result is still awful. 
          
          I'm sorry to the author of the book for not being able to continue reading. Maybe once I've healed correctly (if I ever do) I can try again.