@Braincellsat3AM
They ask me if it was a wedding cake I wanted, no ma'am just a buttercream covered cake.
So then I asked for silver when they told me no.
So the next thing that I wanted a cake was the tuxedo Bakugo wore at I-island
Red and white roses with a grey base.
But I think I asked for red and black roses with white base ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ oh well
Happy Birthday To Anyone Out There!
I'm 15 now today's my birthday, great.
Now I'm not about to go all deep and start ff.
Just disappointed on how I have no relationship with my parents. I'm very glad they respected my decision on not eating a party.
What hurt me to write this when my aunt and mom were suggesting what I want for my cake; they showed me a horse shaped cake saying if I'd like that horse one.
No I do not, I love horses I really do but please that week only lasted for 3 - 5 weeks.
My whole family clings onto that one time where I actually share my interest and stuff.
I get why they'd cling onto them, I mean it's my fault that's all they know about me. I separated myself from them in the first place.
Now that I go back and remember, I never went through pases till I got a phone.
Makes sense since my only interested was to bully the guys at school until 4th grade.
Hate myself for it, learned a couple of months ago that I've grown from that and all I can do now is better myself.
Though it's hard to do that when you're older sister keeps using that to point fingers on why I was a mayor part oh her maturing at 10 years old.
I know I'm a part of it, I grew up watching mom being sick, wishing asking the Lord to either fix her now or kill her so we'd stop stressing about.
Do I feel bad? Now that I go back that's probably a reason why I bullied the boys at school and that I got left behind by my cousins due to age gap, and helicopter parents. Meaning that if my sister was with our cousins if be alone.
Explains a few things lol
Point is I'm disappointed on how I wanted a cartoon cake or Kirishima cake really due to me realizing I also want to change for the better.
I wanted a cartoon cake with a bunch of childhood favorites since I'm growing up to liking new shows now
But since my family doesn't know my interest I just wanted a white cake.
No decorations no happy birthday
Just a white cake that I could decorate myself when I grow up
Very symbolic of me lol
I love your background and pfp❤️
@Lyra_Starrz Thank! Just saw yours and it was just The effort put on such a cute collage
I've always of making a fanfiction but I don't know if I should go for it? (I've never made one before)
That an did have no idea what if write
So should I go for it and what should I *try to write?
@Braincellsat3AM Go for it if you want to! Write anything you want! Just have fun! :)
I know nobody will read this but I just gotta rant
ok so today right now- or a while earlier I was cleaning my phone for any useless stuff, so I see a bunch of folders but with nothing in them.
So I'm like "Oh there's nothing in them, they're just taking up space", know that I checked most of them just to be sure.
So I delete all that said 0 files
I check my photos, which I love
They're not there
This makes me feel the same way the day that I deleted everything on my phone
I feel sad but I remember everything that was there so I guess I feel sorta better
Not to worry! I paused for a second after my doggo Chili short for Chilindrina
came and then I took a little video of her
Anyways after this "little" slip up, I found how to properly back up and save my future memories
In the end, this was bittersweet to me.
I'm sorry that happened to you. I'm glad you know how to back things up now though and feel a little better.
@Braincellsat3AM I accidentally did that to my notes once. Thankfully I had most of them backed up on another device, so it wasn't too bad.
SEE YOU ALL NEXT YEAR ❗⏳⌛✨✌️
hi, thanks for the follow! it means a lot ❤️
have a nice day!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAH
My parents are gonna kill me lol
If they got mad at 1 D imagine 2D's and 2 E's
But that teacher was overexaggerating like just cuz I didn't do 9 pieces of himework I might be held back like c'mon man!
Whatever hope your all doing beeter than me
I don't know about you but whenever I think about Demetri from Cobra Kai I start to cry
https://www.whats-on-netflix.com/leaving-soon/total-drama-leaving-netflix-globally-in-november-2020/ Like why?! Geezzz Ok so for inktover I haven't updated any or the drawings that I made but I will so g'night g'day