to be honest I read your book. Your writing is magnificent. But I'm also very sad that you tried to commit suicide. you're too beautiful to die . You're too loved to die. I know you have a lot of haters. But you have twice as many people love you so much, even if I don't really know you. I can tell your personality from the books that you write. to be honest I'm just guessing that you tried to commit suicide from your haters. but I hope you realize, we all love you so very much. please continue writing because so far I feel like you're the only one put their life into the book. And that's why I love your writing so much. (not to be weird tho) (im younger than you but i understand)