Bravesgurl

Ohh girl.. I love sad romance movies too. Have you seen life in a year?

Well miracle readers I am so happy to say that finally after exactly 4 years my first ever book (The Miracle of a Teenage Romance) is complete!!! 
          I cannot express how happy and grateful I am that God gave me the ability to be able to write it. And thank you so much to all of my readers! 
          The journey we’ve all been on with Caden and Lilly has been absolutely incredible and to be honest I’m sad to see it end. We’ve been through a lot with them. Sure there were hard and sad times, but there was also some pretty good times. 
          And I really truly hope y’all enjoy this book and that it helps y’all with whatever you may be dealing with in your life whether it be anxiety, depression, loneliness, bullying, dark thoughts, or even just feeling lost. I hope this book inspires you and brings you out of whatever darkness you may be facing. 
          God bless!!! I love y’all!!! And see y’all in the next adventure!!!❤️❤️❤️❤️
          
          
          
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I honestly don’t even know what’s wrong with me. I’ve been fine all night and then as soon as I try to go to sleep, my thoughts start attacking me along with waves of anxiety and I don’t know I just feel so alone right now and I know I have to go to sleep but it’s so hard to with all of this noise inside my head. It won’t get quiet instead it keeps getting louder and I’m so tired I just want to sleep. I don’t know what to do. I have to get up in just a few hours for church but I can’t even go to sleep it’s gonna be another late night for me I guess :( 
          
          Ugh! I hate anxiety and depression :(

I can’t calm down it’s just getting worse I can’t be still at all 

Silent anxiety attacks out of nowhere are the worst! One minute I was fine and now it feels like my whole body is shaking and my heart won’t stop racing but the worst part is I don’t even know why I’m anxious.  Just suddenly my mind won’t shut up and I can’t calm down this has been going on for about 30 minutes now
          Am I just crazy and dramatic? 

We just got home about an hour ago. We’re all exhausted lol

Sadly we’re heading back home now. We had a blast though 

We stopped last night and stayed at a hotel in Alabama then got up this morning and finished driving to Tennessee where we just left a flea market (which I’ve never been to one before) so that was pretty cool! And we just got to our condo! Yayyyyy!!! :) We just got started and it’s been so much fun already :)

We’re officially headed up to the mountains!!! Woohooooo!!!!!:)

Literally can’t stop crying to go to sleep now and I really need to because I have a biology final exam tomorrow that I’m not really prepared for :,(
          
          I know it’s only been a day but I just miss my Pappaw so much… he was the only grandpa I ever knew… and now he’s gone…..This hurts so much