The Quiet Storm

@chenfordpill Also, i'm too damn lazy too change it

@chenfordpill I may or may not have been fully sober when i wrote it...? Eheh... whoops

Was it anything like you imagined it? Or was it too much build up?

@Brdfrdfn  YESSSSS

Did you read he new chapter yet?? :)

@EagleEyes_12 Thanks boo!! :D

.......why is that low-key relatable...ahhh it's sooo good

@EagleEyes_12 Thanksssssssssssss. Here ya go! This one IS a little different from the rest so i hope you enjoy!
            
            
            That’s not me.
            I never know why people can pretend, I just can’t figure it out.
            Why would you pretend to care just to say “just get over it, you’re exaggerating”?
            I sometimes want to knock some sense into those who do that.
            Why do people pretend to be something they’re not?
            
            I always want to protect everyone from the real me.
            But why do I pretend to be someone I’m not?
            I don’t understand myself, I don’t understand why. 
            But why don’t I show the real me?
            
            I think I’m afraid of people knowing the real me and leaving.
            But why am I afraid?
            I’m me, I am who I am supposed to be, flaws and all.
            But still, I’m afraid of people knowing the real me, why?
            
            I’m confused about you.
            Are you nice, or are you pretending?
            I’m confusing myself.
            Do I like me or do I tolerate me?
            
            Why am I stuck in this poisonous web of thoughts?
            My coping system isn’t healthy, I shouldn’t just shut down.
            But why can’t I change that about myself?
            I always know how to help others when they shut down, but no one asks why I know exactly what to do…
            
            I sometimes lash out at loved ones, but that’s not me.
            I sometimes get so angry I want to punch someone, but that’s not me.
            I never wanted to be so lost, that’s not like me.
            I sometimes want to be mean just because I’ve been nice so long, but that’s not like me.
            I always take the punches, sometimes I want to return them, but that’s not me.
            I want to yell at someone to shut up and listen, but that’s not me.
            I just want to let go of myself completely, but that’s not me.

@AceNyxParker ....oh.......good luck watching it, and it might get a little bit sad, BUT TRUST ME just pull through and watch til season 8 it'll be worth it /:)

@AceNyxParker Ohhhh, enjoy the peace while you still have it‍↕️

@Brdfrdfn Almost the end of season three 

Okay, i appreciate you being excited but i HATE spoilers... I don't watch promo's and i don't actively look at their youtube account (i do follow them though). So please don't share anything no more *just picture one of those crying emoji's and the nervous one*

@Brdfrdfn ..No but I love himmm, he's so funny, and that look!!!! I think he's an evil mastermind 100% And Oh my gosh crash out Lucy is my favourite it's so cute!! when she and grey were talking about Tim it just felt so...cute, and I dunno, just so loving

Just watched it!!! Loved it! Smitty is definitely THAT stupid...

Yeah, i watched it and i get it now :D I'll see when i have the time to write something (i hate school :/ )

@Brdfrdfn ..oh ok lol yeh I did not explain it that well, so Q1 one shot would be ideal but honestly a story is fine too..
            Q2 like have you watched season 8 yet? Umm I don't want to spoil it if you haven't but once you do, when Angela and Celina are like matchmaking and stuff.....(this is hard to explain without accidentally spoiling it 4 u), but in short terms just Angela and Celina shipping Chenford :) hope that was...clearer

Would you like it to be a one-shot? (10-20 minute read) Or a real story? (more chapters, maybe between 10 and 20, all about a 5 minute read) 
            And i don't fully get that 2nd one, could you try describing that again?

@LucyIsAHotshot I like that prompt, should i include some Tim in here? Maybe some Tamara or a made up niece?? Just for extra drama, of course :D
            And what season would you like this to take place? Maybe a speculation from season 8? Or maybe all the way back to season 3 or something? Go nuts (in a good, normal way )
            I'm open to line and situation suggestions, if you do give me some of those, i'd like to dedicate this story to you?

Thanks I love yours too! If you need a prompt you could try ‘what if Chris wanted revenge on Lucy for breaking up with him’ if you don’t want to do that one I could give you a new one instead.

@LucyIsAHotshot Love the pfp, by the way 

@Oxfordwsabby Heyyy, how far are you?

@Oxfordwsabby Like, you didn't sleep? Or you didn't watch? I'd get only one of those answers 

@Brdfrdfn  Nooo... I have failed :( not really