BreDeDisneyQueen

Sorry Ik I never post but I just need to rant and I have no one to talk to please keep scrolling if u don’t want to see one...  I’m in love with my best friend and I have been for 8 years I have tried to date other people and I a few times have thought my feelings for her went away but they never have and today she told me she might have a crush on someone and my heart is broken... I don’t know what to do I can’t tell her because it will ruin our friendship and I’m happy just being able to call myself her best friend... I realized how much I love her today when we had an incident at school and we were on lock down... I thought we were gonna  get hurt and my only thought was of her and if she was ok...  I can’t imagine a world without her... I can’t picture a day without hearing her laugh or seeing her smile... the “adult” jokes she makes about crazy fandoms and the crazy flirting she does with our friend group she is my other half and my rock and I could never tell her any of this it just feels great to get it off my chest... 

BreDeDisneyQueen

Sorry Ik I never post but I just need to rant and I have no one to talk to please keep scrolling if u don’t want to see one...  I’m in love with my best friend and I have been for 8 years I have tried to date other people and I a few times have thought my feelings for her went away but they never have and today she told me she might have a crush on someone and my heart is broken... I don’t know what to do I can’t tell her because it will ruin our friendship and I’m happy just being able to call myself her best friend... I realized how much I love her today when we had an incident at school and we were on lock down... I thought we were gonna  get hurt and my only thought was of her and if she was ok...  I can’t imagine a world without her... I can’t picture a day without hearing her laugh or seeing her smile... the “adult” jokes she makes about crazy fandoms and the crazy flirting she does with our friend group she is my other half and my rock and I could never tell her any of this it just feels great to get it off my chest...